[00:00.80]Blacking in and out in a strange flat in east London.[00:04.05]Somebody I don't really know just gave me something[00:06.97]To help settle me down and to stop me from always[00:09.80]Thinking about you.[00:10.86][00:13.43]And you know your life is heading in a questionable direction[00:16.05]When you're up for days with strangers[00:17.92]and you can't remember[00:19.17]Anything except the way you sounded[00:20.48]when you told me you didn't know what I[00:22.53]Should do.[00:22.92][00:26.72]It's a long road out to recovery from here,[00:32.40][00:33.59]a long way back to the light.[00:35.38][00:39.68]A long road out to recovery from here,[00:44.23][00:45.98]a long way to making it right.[00:47.47][00:50.22]And so I wake up in the morning[00:51.72]Just like every other day and[00:53.03]Just like every boring blues song[00:54.59]I get swallowed by the pain,[00:56.09]So I fumble for your figure[00:57.46]In the darkness just to make it go away.[01:00.02][01:02.20]But you're not lying there any longer[01:03.63]and I know that it's my fault[01:05.26]So I've been pounding on the floor and I've been[01:07.44]Crawling on the walls and[01:08.59]I've been dipping my darkness[01:09.84]For serotonin boosters, cider[01:11.78]and some kind of smelling salts.[01:14.28][01:16.65]It's long road out to recovery from here,[01:20.98][01:22.41]a long way back to the light.[01:24.40][01:28.90]A long road out to recovery from here,[01:33.77][01:35.08]a long way to making it right.[01:36.63][01:39.33]So on the first night we met[01:40.70]you said well darling let's make a deal,[01:43.15][01:45.52]If anybody ever asks us[01:46.88]well let's just tell them that we met in jail.[01:49.38][01:51.57]And that's the story that[01:52.51]I'm sticking to like a stony-face accomplice[01:54.19]But tonight I need to hear some truth[01:56.43]if I'm ever getting through this.[01:57.50]Yeah, you once sent me a letter[01:58.93]that said if you're lost at sea,[02:00.30]Close your eyes and catch a tide my dear, and only think of me.[02:03.71]Well darling now I'm sinking and I'm as lost as lost can be[02:06.89]And I'm hoping you can drag[02:08.33]me out from down here towards to my recovery.[02:10.94][02:22.93]If you could just give me a sign,[02:24.55]just a subtle little glimmer,[02:25.37]Some suggestion that you'd have me[02:26.80]if I could only make me better[02:28.29]Then I'd stand a little stronger,[02:29.85]as I walk a little taller all the time.[02:32.67][02:34.72]Because I know you are a cynic but I think I can convince you[02:37.69]Yeah, 'cause broken people can get better if they really want to[02:40.68]Or at least that's what I have to tell myself[02:43.05]If I'm hoping to survive.[02:45.17][02:50.48]It's a long road out to recovery from here,[02:55.10][02:56.65]a long way back to the light.[02:58.46][03:02.78]A long road out to recovery from here,[03:07.28][03:08.90]a long way to making it right.[03:10.53][03:13.83]So darling, sweet lover, won't you help me to recover,[03:16.53]Darling, sweet lover, won't you help me to recover,[03:19.47]Darling, sweet lover, won't you help me to recover,[03:22.47]Darling, sweet lover, one day this will all be over.