[00:12.90]Wait for a signal[00:18.45]Losing faith[00:22.20]Stuck in the middle[00:25.65]And I'm searching for a way out[00:31.83]But six feet deep I've dug my grave now[00:37.98]There's no way out[00:52.05]I feel the salt beneath my skin[00:55.23]And it's boiling up again[00:58.11]I can't let go and I'm wearing thin[01:01.41]These knots in my throat coil and constrict[01:05.10]And it's the shortening of the days[01:08.76]The dark that seems to grip[01:11.91]All the ice that fills my veins[01:15.00]And this guilt that always trips[01:20.94]I've felt so gray and out of place[01:27.48]Bent out of shape, but stuck in my ways[01:34.17]I've been searching for the answers[01:37.29]Will I always be this way?[01:40.50]And when I call out will you answer?[01:43.80]Cause I've been screaming but nothing's changed[01:47.85]Nothing's changed[02:00.96]I feel the cold against my face[02:04.32]And it's enough to keep me sick[02:07.47]So I'm left with this bitter taste[02:10.47]A spoonful of sugar could never fix[02:14.31]And it's the shortening of the days[02:17.67]And the dark that seems to grip[02:20.49]Try to go and it pulls me in[02:24.06]I'm sick of swallowing medicine to feel something[02:30.00]I've felt so gray and out of place[02:36.54]Bent out of shape, but stuck in my ways[02:42.93]And I've been searching for the answers[02:46.35]Will I always be this way?[02:49.53]And when I call out will you answer?[02:52.83]Cause I've been screaming but nothing's changed[03:10.89]And It's getting harder to pretend like I'm okay,[03:13.74]when there's a constant reminder being drilled into my brain[03:17.07]I still believe in happiness and I want to find a way[03:20.28]But lately my whole world is being swallowed by the grey[03:23.55]For now there's comfort in the quiet, solitude, and rainy days[03:26.91]I've got my sadness to a science, all I can do is hope for change.[03:30.12]There's comfort in the quiet, solitude, and rainy days[03:33.45]I've got my sadness to a science, all I can do is hope for change.