[00:24.77]I want to disappear[00:30.64]Far from the folks I know[00:33.89][00:36.58]I want to get an answer[00:40.02][00:42.28]To why I was even born[00:45.09][00:48.28]No one here can tell me[00:52.41][00:53.78]What's been haunting me all my life[00:56.97][00:59.78]Well this rat race has left me limping[01:03.22][01:05.78]Cause I balanced on the edge of the edge of the knife[01:12.04]Why am I here? Oh what should I do?[01:22.29]Well is this the point I'm trying to prove?[01:30.35][01:36.56]If there's a god in my head[01:39.69][01:41.69]Then there's a devil too[01:44.13][01:47.57]How can I tell the difference[01:50.88][01:53.57]When they both claim to be true[01:56.38][01:59.50]Maybe God is God[02:02.38][02:05.25]Maybe the Devil is me[02:08.32][02:11.13]Well I just throw my chains on[02:15.19][02:17.19]And tell myself that I'm free[02:19.94][02:23.07]Chains - are they really there?[02:28.94][02:32.51]Is this just in my head?[02:35.26][02:38.63]Well I'll just stay in bed[02:40.94][03:10.76]Life sure has its meaning[03:13.82][03:16.19]Over years I have postured the sun[03:19.38][03:22.51]Thieves and preachers robbed me[03:26.19][03:28.69]For many hat that I've hung[03:31.88][03:34.29]Now with my heart wide open[03:37.60][03:40.04]I listen to the wind just for a word[03:43.35][03:46.04]Sure, I know it's futile[03:49.04][03:51.66]But that's all I have in this world[03:55.16][03:57.79]To look down from the hill[04:02.85][04:03.54]And howl at the moon[04:08.60][04:09.54]All the tears I cried never salted any wounds[04:14.06][04:21.43]Well the earth is so tender and cruel[04:27.24][04:32.99]Well if you're not there it's still so beautiful