[00:00.000] 作词 : Marcus Lundqvist/Johan Liljeblad[00:01.000] 作曲 : Buster Odeholm/Johan Liljeblad[00:02.884]I can't forgive myself for the things I've done[00:07.904]It's like every bad decision I've made has led me to this point[00:12.229]Guess it's all my fault that I've grown into a man I hate[00:15.486]And now I'm all alone[00:20.061]This excessive guilt is making me feel sick[00:22.649](And I can't seem)[00:25.229]To escape my own reality[00:30.026]Give me a break[00:40.778]I've had enough of all the ****ing what-ifs[00:42.531]And constant overthinking[00:43.961]'Cause I'm about to lose my mind over some stupid shit[00:46.622]Trying so hard to accept my mistakes, my regrets[00:49.568]Yet, here I am with the same thoughts stuck in my head[01:00.968]So go ahead and blame it on me[01:05.384](I already do anyway)[01:07.752]It's just who I am[01:12.216]I'm unable to change the way I think[01:15.486]A broken record of the same old things[01:18.084]I've tried to bury, and I know it doesn't make any sense[01:21.589]But I can't forgive what I can't forget[01:24.855]'Cause of the guilt that keeps on weighing me down[01:26.968]It's like my, it's like my inner voice is telling me lies[01:28.105]So now I'm, so now I'm fighting every feeling inside[01:31.907]Before I spiral down to where I wanna ****ing die[01:40.830]Always ending up in the same place[01:43.679]Over and over again[01:47.592]Damn, I just can't believe I am[01:51.311]Always ending up in the same place[01:54.094]Over and over a-[01:58.746]I wish I could forget all that I've done wrong[02:03.957]It's like every bad decision I've made has led me to this point[02:07.900]And now I'm all alone[02:09.482]Without knowing what to do or say[02:11.314]It's hard to explain[02:15.064]But it's so easy being hard on yourself when you're not well[02:19.456]And to turn to self-blame[02:22.192]When it's in your DNA[02:24.440]Blame it on me[02:27.175]This excessive guilt makes me feel sick[02:29.701]And I can't ****ing seem[02:33.667]To set myself free