[00:00.00] 作词 : guccihighwaters/9TAILS[00:01.00] 作曲 : guccihighwaters/9TAILS[00:14.88]I'll be 20 next year[00:16.25]But I dress like I'm old[00:17.86]Sitting down 12 hours[00:19.63]I could swear I'm growing mold[00:21.76][00:22.06]Kraft macaroni cooking up on the stove[00:24.69]I got no where else to be[00:26.30]But I'll say I gotta go[00:29.26]Everytime she tells me[00:30.27]I should stay some more[00:32.58]I'll see no drugs so **** it gotta go[00:35.04][00:35.26]Gotta go[00:36.02]Gotta go[00:36.72]Gotta go[00:37.38]I gotta go[00:39.21]Not a single hour lately I don't wanna roll[00:42.10]Not a single meal I wouldnt finish with a smoke[00:45.23]Never touch a bogie and I put that on my soul[00:48.71]But I light so many woods[00:50.18]It's like a bought a pack of smokes[00:51.85][00:55.67]Like I bought a pack of newports[00:58.35]Living life like it's a crash course[01:01.79]Living life like theres a second try[01:05.11]I know you will but I don't think I'll die[01:08.45]So I'm giving everything a try[01:12.92]Where'd you get it and how much it cost[01:16.31]How much of it cause an overdose[01:19.45]I don't wanna die but I'll get close[01:22.43]How much of it gonna numb my soul[01:26.47]Intense emotion make me curl my toes[01:29.51]**** love I feel it getting old[01:35.49][01:44.02]I'll be 20 next year but I feel like I'm dead[01:47.31]I look like I'm 12 and my hair is a mess[01:50.35]Flip the stack just like a tech deck[01:53.58]I ain’t smokin gas[01:54.75]But if I did it would be septic[01:57.28]I'm ****in ballin’[01:58.55]They tryna intercept it[02:00.31]They just get crossed up[02:02.03]Like an intersection[02:03.65]Y’all my sons[02:05.27]Like I broke the contraceptive[02:06.98]She lackin vitiman D[02:08.40]So she swallowed my ********[02:10.28][02:10.73]Must be my aesthetic[02:13.00]Shawty gimme neck[02:14.57]But it feel like anesthetic[02:17.45]I can’t feel my chest shit[02:18.87]My heart beatin fast[02:21.29]Think it’s cardiac arrest bitch[02:23.27][02:24.33]Woah big words I think I need a dictionary[02:27.77]Words inducing images but this ain’t pictionary[02:30.75]Write in the morning[02:32.47]Record in the evening[02:33.99]Day in the life[02:35.51]But I breathe for no reason[02:38.24]By the way girl I gotta go[02:41.43]I just get inspired from the feeling of your throat[02:45.17]Plus it's cold out I think I see some snow[02:52.60]How much of it gonna numb my soul[02:55.38]Intense emotion make me curl my toes