[00:00.000] 作词 : awfultune[00:01.000] 作曲 : awfultune[00:07.696]Rain rain go away[00:09.813]Come again another day[00:11.697]I wanna live forever[00:13.480]But mental illness gets in the way[00:15.718]I feel so compelled[00:17.232]When mania helps itself[00:19.133]I cut my bangs and dye my hair[00:21.662]I do it so well[00:23.579]Look how beautiful it is[00:25.239]I am not in charge of this[00:27.175]And when i calm down[00:29.245]I know that i’ll be pissed[00:31.659]There's something inside[00:33.267]That fxcking hurts me every time[00:35.096]I've tried every single pill to help me chill[00:38.384]And i’m not satisfied[00:39.650]One minute i’ll be fxcked[00:41.309]And the next minute i’m fine[00:43.277]I can’t believe myself[00:45.183]I'm overwhelmed[00:46.101]I think I've lost my mind[00:48.084]Don’t romanticize my life[00:53.806]I need a redesign[01:00.770]Don’t romanticize my life[01:08.102]I i need a redesign[01:19.017]I have the good days[01:20.776]Good phase[01:21.729]Feeling like i like my face[01:23.757]And body, taking pictures[01:25.436]Cuz i know I'm a hottie[01:27.375]Then the bad days, comes in waves[01:29.708]Feeling like i gained weight[01:31.593]Wish i could disembody[01:33.391]And be somebody else[01:36.425]Cause I'm unwell[01:38.244]I can't control myself[01:40.750]I'm asking for help[01:43.375]Theres something inside[01:45.125]That fxcking hurts me every time[01:46.968]I've tried every single[01:48.814]Pill to help me chill[01:49.994]And i’m not satisfied[01:51.602]One minute i’ll be fxcked[01:53.215]And the next minute i’m fine[01:55.241]I can’t believe myself[01:57.125]I'm overwhelmed[01:58.155]I think I've lost my mind[02:00.123]Don’t romanticize my life[02:05.289]I need a redesign[02:12.022]Don’t romanticize my life[02:20.202]I i need a redesign