[00:00.00] 作词 : Justin Bonitz[00:01.00] 作曲 : Max Portnoy/Derrick Schneider/Andrew Cooper[01:10.69]Welcome to my eternity[01:12.74]I am the recluse who balked his maturity[01:15.23]I am a slave to my own insecurities[01:18.39]I am the culprit in the eyes of the jury[01:22.26]Welcome to my pain[01:24.06]I'm the definition of a bitch been spayed[01:26.95]Watch in fascination as the parasites sway[01:29.80]Fear my explanation as it's thrown away[01:35.26]This is the cry of a man with no purpose[01:41.98]This is the song you will sing at his grave[01:45.68]But that's me...[01:47.10]I'm sad[01:48.47]I'm sick of being trapped inside[01:52.51]It's decaying all I see[01:56.89]There's no use in getting better[02:00.88]These things, they multiply[02:04.26]Are we not supposed to feel more than sad?[02:19.85]She is the thorn in my side[02:22.40]She is my possessor[02:23.85]She is my whole life[02:25.27]She is my coffin[02:26.62]If you don't believe[02:28.01]Open up my stomach[02:29.37]Watch the parasites sway[02:31.84]Disease you, disease me[02:33.85]This is an oppression[02:35.41]Society silently kills me[02:37.74]She's a wretch in disguise[02:39.57]I am her child, and she is my mind[02:42.38]I am denial, and she is behind every thought[02:46.66]Every violent thought[02:47.98]Every violent thought[02:49.56]Every violent thought[02:50.95]Every violent thought[02:57.00]This is the look of a man whose been gelded[03:03.25]This is the way that he handles his pain[03:07.00]But that's me...[03:08.38]I'm sad[03:09.79]I'm sick of being trapped inside[03:13.77]It's decaying all I see[03:18.42]There's no use in getting better[03:22.15]These things, they multiply[03:25.62]Are we not supposed to feel more than sad?[03:41.00]Here comes the flood[03:42.08]And she dams it every day[03:43.34]O' she keeps the pressure right[03:44.99]Until I drown under my own shit ![04:24.00]We are the sad[04:27.25]We are the diseased[04:31.63]We need our mother to relieve our pain[04:37.85]To pull us up[04:39.99]pull us up[04:41.51]To pull us up[04:43.34]pull us up[04:45.00]To pull us up[04:46.71]pull us up[04:48.15]To pull us up[04:50.36]pull us up