Best For Me - Joyner Lucas/Jelly Roll.mp3

[00:00.000] 作曲 : Gary Lucas/Jason DeFord
[00:00.031]How can you love someone and learn to let them go?
[00:06.348]How can we fall apart on things we'll never know?
[00:13.188]And isn't it funny you can change your ways
[00:16.344]For someone to fill in your empty space?
[00:19.563]Tell me, is it really love if you have to ask if they'll stay?
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[00:25.773]Yeah, I got somebody I love (Yeah)
[00:28.109]Someone who's really important to me, but now they addicted to drugs (Damn)
[00:31.384]Someone who not who they used to be and we ain't been keepin' in touch (Yeah)
[00:34.812]I ain't gonna say any names at all 'cause I don't want no one to judge (Woah)
[00:37.822]But I wrote this song in hopes when they'll hear it, they'll never forget who they was
[00:41.209]I hope you feelin' your spirit enough (Joyner)
[00:43.331]I wanna just tell you I love you in case that you really don't hear it enough (Woah)
[00:46.422]I know we ain't talked in a while, but **** it, I really don't care what it was
[00:49.303]I wanna reach out, but you keep on shuttin' me down, or you ain't been carin' as much
[00:52.603]And what the **** happened to you? (**** happened to you?)
[00:55.043]You're losin' a fight (Damn)
[00:56.216]I never thought I'd see the day that you let addiction ruin your life
[00:59.100]Everyone callin' that shit a disease and you makin' feel like you in the right
[01:02.395]But I hate the fact that you really be usin' that as an excuse to do what you like
[01:05.674]Or do what you might (Do what you might, woah)
[01:07.208]And I keep on prayin' and reachin' for you
[01:09.161]I hope you look in the mirror and see all the things I been seein' in you
[01:11.958]Hope your reflection'll send you a message and show you this shit is much deeper than you
[01:15.249]If you don't believe in yourself, then you'll never believe in somebody believin' in you
[01:18.505]When I gotta tell you truth (Tell you the truth)
[01:20.843]'Cause I'm 'bout to lose it (Lose it)
[01:22.435]And you wan' deny all about it and just wanna make up a million excuses
[01:25.448]Tearin' our family apart, but you'll leave us scarred and everyone bruises
[01:28.383]Every decision affectin' us all and if you get lost, then everyone loses
[01:31.815]For real
[01:33.489]And I'ma be next to leave
[01:35.083]I know that God got a plan and He ain't fulfillin' your destiny
[01:37.945]Much as I need you, I will not be stickin' around or watchin' you rest in peace
[01:41.202]I promise, I love you, but I gotta do what's best for me
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[01:43.522]How can you love someone and learn to let them go?
[01:50.005]How can we fall apart on things we'll never know?
[01:56.685]And isn't it funny you can change your ways
[02:00.215]For someone to fill in your empty space?
[02:03.482]Tell me, is it really love if you have to ask if they'll stay?
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[02:10.453]Look, I know you been callin' for me (Yeah)
[02:12.778]You hittin' my phone, but I been alone so long, I'm harder to reach (Joyner)
[02:16.366]I know you ain't say any names, but I got a feeling you talkin' to me
[02:19.125]I hate when these demons get into my soul, I feel like I'm caught in the beefs (Uh)
[02:22.643]How do I look go of something I know is something is bigger and stronger than me?
[02:25.648]If I could be honest, I'll tell you the truth, I'm not who you want me to be (Nah)
[02:28.909]Nobody is perfect, not even you, so why you keep targettin' me?
[02:31.954]I feel like we can't even have a genuine convo without you startin' to preach
[02:35.477]I feel like a dog on a leash, it's not what I need
[02:37.868]Livin' in hell, warned you when I gotta leave, like how can I breathe?
[02:41.159]And how you gon' tell me addiction's not a disease? **** do you mean?
[02:44.434]If it's not a disease, then why has it gotten to me? It's not what it seems
[02:47.521]But you always be makin' me feel like the problem's me
[02:49.823]I'm not gonna be who you want me to be, let God decide it for me
[02:52.977]And speakin' of God, how the **** you know all of the plan's He's gotten for me?
[02:56.295]So give me a break
[02:57.491]I been inchin' away from tryna get outta this dream, I'm driftin' away
[03:00.337]How come you only there for me when I be tryna get clean? My biggest mistake
[03:03.765]Is me wishin' that things were different, I feel like the drugs is made for sinnin'
[03:06.817]It's why I been stuck in the same position, ****
[03:09.024]I'm fallin', but I cannot budge
[03:10.424]Been wonderin' why I'm in love with a strange addiction
[03:12.640]And why the **** you always playin' the victim
[03:14.011]Lot of this shit that you hate to mention
[03:15.634]It sucks 'cause I had to taint your vision
[03:17.642]But ain't nothin' left for me
[03:18.913]So you could just quit addressin' me
[03:20.507]I guess it's just my destiny
[03:22.127]So take me as I am or let me be, I'm tired of you stressin' me
[03:25.675]'Cause shit, I gotta do what's best for me
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[03:27.493]How can you love someone and learn to let them go?
[03:33.907]How can we fall apart on things we'll never know?
[03:40.496]And isn't it funny you can change your ways
[03:43.952]For someone to fill in your empty space?
[03:47.227]Tell me, is it really love if you have to ask if they'll stay?