[00:00.000] 作词 : Taylor Swift/Jack Antonoff[00:01.000] 作曲 : Taylor Swift/Jack Antonoff[00:02.000] 制作人 : Taylor Swift/Jack Antonoff[00:05.168]Drowning in the Blue Nile[00:07.989]He sent me "Downtown Lights"[00:13.134]I hadn't heard it in a while[00:15.662]My boredom's bone-deep[00:18.187]This cage was once just fine[00:23.188]Am I allowed to cry?[00:25.751]I dream of cracking locks[00:28.519]Throwing my life to the wolves or the ocean rocks[00:33.568]Crashing into him tonight, he's a paradox[00:38.366]I'm seeing visions, am I bad?[00:41.513]Or mad? Or wise?[00:44.621]What if he's written "mine" on my upper thigh only in my mind?[00:54.173]One slip and falling back into the hedge maze[00:58.605]Oh, what a way to die[01:04.331]I keep recalling things we never did[01:08.916]Messy top lip kiss, how I long for our trysts[01:14.725]Without ever touching his skin[01:17.826]How can I be guilty as sin?[01:23.827]I keep these longings locked[01:28.935]In lowercase, inside a vault[01:31.747]Someone told me there's no such thing as bad thoughts[01:38.988]Only your actions talk[01:41.524]These fatal fantasies giving way to labored breath[01:46.916]Taking all of me, we've already done it in my head[01:51.921]If it's make-believe[01:54.508]Why does it feel like a vow we'll both uphold somehow?[02:00.484]What if he's written "mine" on my upper thigh only in my mind?[02:09.919]One slip and falling back into the hedge maze[02:14.380]Oh, what a way to die[02:20.034]My bedsheets are ablaze, I've screamed his name[02:24.783]Building up like waves crashing over my grave[02:30.408]Without ever touching his skin[02:33.642]How can I be guilty as sin?[02:38.822]What if I roll the stone away?[02:43.380]They're gonna crucify me anyway[02:47.883]What if the way you hold me is actually what's holy?[02:54.834]If long-suffering propriety is what they want from me[03:01.092]They don't know how you've haunted me so stunningly[03:05.818]I choose you and me religiously[03:13.620]What if he's written "mine" on my upper thigh only in my mind?[03:23.161]One slip and falling back into the hedge maze[03:27.624]Oh, what a way to die[03:33.308]I keep recalling things we never did[03:37.923]Messy top lip kiss, how I long for our trysts[03:43.718]Without ever touching his skin[03:46.890]How can I be guilty as sin?[03:52.828]He sent me "Downtown Lights"[03:57.965]I hadn't heard it in a while[04:08.032]Am I allowed to cry?