[00:00.00] 作词 : 余意/Latte/脱脱[00:01.00] 作曲 : darkpupil[00:03.64][00:18.88]过了多少年我还是没有变过[00:21.42]也许天生我就是一个**[00:23.47]长大以后了解一点是非对与错[00:25.34]也发过不少誓言[00:26.79]也曾经的被许诺[00:28.01]我从未挑起过纷争[00:29.65]但被讨厌[00:30.52]此刻我求生的本能[00:31.78]也被找见[00:33.76]使我保持思想独立[00:35.28]i wanna keep free[00:36.46]在你生命留下足迹[00:37.62]拒绝过公司合约抱歉悼念再见[00:39.72]爱面子的我死不抱怨[00:42.03]家人不理解[00:42.84]你做的什么音乐[00:44.05]一封家书后离别[00:45.27]这都是我的心血[00:46.28]Oh自闭的我[00:47.43]关在房间成天[00:48.53]疯了吧[00:49.94]如何感受黑白人间[00:51.16]我见过红色的血和黑色的火[00:53.42]可我叫了半天[00:54.17]都没人理我[00:56.34][00:56.57]身后总有一个庞然大物跟着我[01:00.76]站在原地回头看他他也会回头[01:05.41]在我生命中的意义不止是个过客[01:10.10]他的存在是证明到了此刻我还活着[01:15.65]Applause fame or money[01:18.02]the smell of people and industry[01:20.73]i want to stay away from all these thing[01:26.53]I hope Here's someone who'ill understand me[01:31.33]but can u don't take these away[01:33.49]早忘了当初为了什么咬牙坚持[01:35.30]偏执 孤注一掷[01:36.46]游历过太多的风景[01:37.73]形影单只[01:38.74]不想谁会留下陪我[01:40.11]最后全都是过客[01:41.18]白费口舌[01:42.18]她拿我没折[01:42.93]我快被自己逼疯了[01:44.05]莫名的压力[01:45.15]折磨 压迫 着[01:46.36]我的神经[01:47.01]不停奔波想换个环境[01:48.67]也从来没定下心更别提婚姻[01:51.15]都太年轻[01:51.66]这段时间有多艰难孤单[01:53.06]他们试图理解[01:54.13]都像在扯淡[01:55.03]猜对错最多一半[01:56.20]在每个夜晚[01:57.11]浮躁失眠难堪[01:58.22]不想再看包场电影[01:59.58]无法平静太多陷阱[02:01.14]太随性[02:01.65]隔断外界的联系[02:02.97]懒得琢磨[02:03.87]那些*****的把戏[02:04.88]都爱玩 不谈 隐瞒 都来我的黑名单[02:07.24]滚蛋 脑残都别再纠缠 吃枣药丸[02:09.65]别再背后谈论我是什么属性[02:11.31]和你无关活的一般一日三餐[02:13.58]很平凡怕麻烦只想做好自己[02:16.01]风声鹊起[02:16.81]淡泊名利[02:17.62]都说的好听[02:18.42]我从不信命[02:19.18]想做条安稳的咸鱼[02:20.54]听够了质疑[02:21.34]剩下的看我开局[02:22.50]重新改写数据[02:23.70]不停的凝聚[02:24.65]为自己谱曲[02:25.40]经历的风雨[02:26.26]受过的委屈[02:26.91]都是我的荣誉[02:28.97]身后总有一个庞然大物跟着我[02:34.12]站在原地回头看他他也会回头[02:38.53]在我生命中的意义不止是个过客[02:43.73]他的存在是证明到了此刻我还活着[02:48.79]Applause fame or money[02:51.28]the smell of people and industry[02:53.53]i want to stay away from all these thing[02:59.88]I hope Here's someone who'ill understand me[03:04.52]but can u don't take these away