[00:13.56]I haven't been myself lately[00:16.45]I don't blame you for not wanting to stay[00:20.65]Saying things that I don't mean,[00:23.17]Not meaning what I say.[00:27.08]When it's good, it's so good,[00:28.75]When it's bad, it's SO BAD.[00:30.38]Even when I knew what I had.[00:33.68]What am I supposed to say,[00:36.27]when I end up driving everyone away?[00:40.44]Cause, I am on fire,[00:42.87]A crying, burning liar,[00:46.16]Seeing nothing, nothing, but myself,[00:49.68]And I'm the one with the lighter.[00:53.63]Every inch of me is charred,[00:55.31]God, what happened to my heart?[00:56.97]I'm about to fall apart,[00:58.59]again, again[01:00.28]And you're never coming back,[01:01.89]And I'm not okay with that,[01:03.97]and I should've never let myself get attached,[01:06.82]again, again[01:08.48]again, again[01:10.11]again, again[01:11.78]again, again[01:26.29]What's done is done,[01:28.99]And nothing's gonna change.[01:32.94]I should be moving on,[01:35.82]But I still feel the same.[01:39.54]And it's like every day is a fight for my life[01:43.07]to get some self control,[01:46.17]And when you've forgotten who I am,[01:48.71]it just feels, it just feels...[01:50.48]Like I'm nobody at all.[02:19.30]I found myself[02:20.98]hitting the ground,[02:22.66]I held my breath[02:24.28]in case I'd drown[02:25.89]I should have known[02:27.62]When to let go[02:29.19]and when to see[02:30.82]who I was being[02:33.35]Again, again, again[02:39.18]I am on fire,[02:41.51]A crying burning liar,[02:44.89]Seeing nothing, nothing, but myself,[02:48.35]And I'm the one with the lighter[02:52.96]Every inch of me is charred,[02:54.60]God, what happened to my heart?[02:56.22]I'm about to fall apart,[02:57.86]again, again[02:59.53]And you're never coming back,[03:01.20]And I'm not okay with that,[03:03.29]and I should've never let myself get...[03:06.13]Every inch of me is charred,[03:07.79]God, what happened to my heart?[03:09.43]I'm about to fall apart,[03:11.10]again, again[03:12.68]And you're never coming back,[03:14.39]And I'm not okay with that,[03:16.47]and I should've never let myself get attached,[03:19.32]again, again[03:20.99]again, again[03:22.56]again, again[03:24.20]again, again[03:25.93]again, again[03:27.55]again, again[03:29.17]again, again[03:30.82]again, again...[03:45.66]And you're never coming back,[03:47.30]And I'm not okay with that,[03:49.39]and I should've never let myself get attached,[03:56.38]Again, again