[00:20.898] I can't have you, but I can dream[00:31.563] All of the things that I can't see[00:39.225] But I feel them[00:44.350] When I close my eyes[00:49.059] And it's real then[00:53.954] Just hasn't yet arrived[00:59.039] If I can't reach you yet[01:08.585] Then I'll just keep you in my head[01:15.934] I'll dream you to life instead[01:18.847] Why you want to see my like this?[01:27.946] I don't understand what's so funny[01:37.652] I don't wanna see another day like this[01:40.303] I've been all up in my head, I shouldn't waste my stress[01:42.543] Can't feel shit, I don't know what's so appealing[01:44.998] You could leave, but we could both use the healing[01:47.539] No time for that[01:49.122] And my mind too high, we should climb for that[01:51.472] All the shadows, the trapdoors, the castles[01:53.491] My pasture, my mindset is active, destructive[01:55.933] All feel like an outro[01:57.142] Why the night sky so pretty?[01:59.135] Even though the whole entire world so filthy[02:01.311] Feel like a stranger when I'm up inside my city[02:03.648] But life just different when you're not with me[02:06.065] So answer your phone[02:08.771] Lemme know[02:10.753] I know you're back home[02:13.349] And I've been on the road[02:14.656] Doing all these shows[02:15.776] But I'm here with a goal and a plan[02:17.498] I'mma leave when I can[02:18.548] But I don't understand[02:19.647] What the **** is your problem[02:21.032] I've been out of options[02:22.311] Up late sobbing[02:23.551] Nobody here so my thoughts like violence[02:25.924] Nobody here but my shadow and a dream[02:28.288] I've been all alone since I turned thirteen[02:30.572] I've been all alone, now my nightmare real[02:33.085] I don't even know Ben Beal