How I Feel - T.I./Eric Bellinger.mp3

[00:00.509][Intro: Eric Bellinger]
[00:00.640]David, David Banner
[00:00.771]David—
[00:01.397]Not the way I planned it
[00:04.140]Oh, no, no (Oh)
[00:06.988]If you could only know my feelings (Yeah)
[00:10.514]Then you would know how much
[00:12.578][Verse 1: T.I., Eric Bellinger & Both]
[00:12.735]Look (Hey)
[00:13.309]**** all that protestin' and marchin' peacefully (Yeah)
[00:16.000]They still gon' find a way to handle us egregiously (Oh)
[00:19.004]Legally, if I may get this shit up off my mind now (Now)
[00:21.773]We born in the battlefield, can't call no timeout (Yeah)
[00:24.908]Every time now, it's another one of us lyin' out (Hey)
[00:27.807]Cryin' out, “I can't breathe” until he dies out (Oh, no)
[00:30.837]Make me at myself, what would you die about?
[00:33.789]I doubt if a nigga been bangin' since junior high
[00:36.741]Let ‘em fly, opposition resemblin' you and I (Sheesh)
[00:39.353]Racist cracker, give a **** about it (Give a **** about it)
[00:41.077]They never will 'til they start pickin' up a couple bodies (Couple bodies)
[00:44.735]When we got killed, well, there's some hours, scattered rain shower
[00:47.216]The pain hurt (Oh) but the cold heart, fact of the matter, it's gettin' worse
[00:51.213](What else do you want? There's so much pain on me)
[00:52.075]Damn, if I could wish upon a star
[00:54.295]I'll send a special bullet everywhere you hateful bastards are
[00:56.829](What else do you want? Please don't hate on me)
[00:57.038]Pull a string like a Gibson guitar, ‘way from afar
[01:00.016](What else do you want? There's so much pain on me)
[01:00.382]Slow motion watch it enter your temple and exit your jaw, hmm
[01:02.968]Send you all to Hell with a scar, a conversation piece
[01:06.207](What else do you want? Please don't hate on me)
[01:06.364]Hope it maybe leads to a joke when you and Satan speak
[01:09.185]Yeah, you patronizin' us, we waitin' patiently
[01:12.294]Well, you'll prolly get your life to trade a day with me
[01:15.246]Call that shit a eye for a eye, my nigga, by any means (Sheesh)
[01:18.145]Had extended clips before skinny jeans (Yeah)
[01:21.071]Now bow and arrows at cop cars with kerosene
[01:23.788]That's how I'm feelin'
[01:24.258][Chorus: Eric Bellinger & T.I.]
[01:24.597]How it feel for me (That's how I'm feelin')
[01:29.561]To be all alone (That's how I'm feelin', shoot)
[01:32.408]All alone (**** that shit, that's how I'm feelin')
[01:35.255]How it feel for me (Ain't no guy to calm me down, how I'm feelin')
[01:41.264]To be all alone (Shoot)
[01:44.712]All alone (Now **** that shit, that's how I'm feelin')
[01:47.507]How it feel
[01:47.846][Verse 2: Killer Mike]
[01:48.160]I had a dream me and King saw Zimmerman (Zimmerman)
[01:50.746]We laid low, masked up in a rental van (Rental van)
[01:53.750]He killed a child, body was stiff and twisted, man
[01:56.702]A mother cried, only one way to fix it, man
[01:59.758]How long ‘fore the people in the street get tired of the evil, say “**** that”? (**** that)
[02:02.580]How long will they kneel to heel of the state with a foot in the face 'fore they bust back? (Bust back)
[02:05.322]Won't be long ‘fore agents of the state get ate like steak ‘cause the people too strong (Too strong)
[02:08.117]Rapture's comin' one Sunday, it's blood by Monday, I promise I won't be long (It won't be long)
[02:11.069]Lame nigga, same nigga, found out crackers had money on his head
[02:14.073]Lame nigga, same nigga, callin' me like, “Michael, I'm scared”
[02:16.868]I, hug that nigga like Michael did Fredo
[02:18.880]Kept it G like my K tho
[02:20.082]Excessive force, leave a nigga no choice but a nigga better shoot his shot, fatal (Fatal)
[02:23.033]Bad boy, bad boy, tell me what you gon' do when the police kill your mama? (Your mama)
[02:26.168]**** that, I follow Obama when he kill the crackers that killed Breonna (Breonna)
[02:28.885]I take that charge, stick out my chest, confess to judge, "Your Honor" (Your Honor)
[02:31.993]I'm the truth, my ancestors pray for your honor and **** your mama
[02:34.710][Chorus: Eric Bellinger & T.I.]
[02:34.893]How it feel for me (That's how I'm feelin')
[02:40.535]To be all alone (That's how I'm feelin', shoot)
[02:43.801]All alone (**** that shit, that's how I'm feelin')
[02:46.282]How it feel for me (Ain't no guy to calm me down, how I'm feelin')
[02:52.369]To be all alone (Shoot)
[02:55.608]All alone
[02:58.246]How it feel
[02:58.743][Verse 3: T.I.]
[02:58.926]'Til the brawl finished, but we all been in
[03:00.180]Niggas superhero, can you call in it?
[03:01.668]In an' out problems, never solved any
[03:03.157]But we got the work down to Albany
[03:04.646]Keep a long order, it's a tall order
[03:06.083]Murder after murder, people y'all killing's
[03:07.598]Our aunts, uncles, our grandchildren
[03:09.061]Can't ask for it, gotta take that shit
[03:10.524][Verse 4: Killer Mike]
[03:10.994]Ain't no repentance, eye for an eye, we want our vengeance
[03:13.815]Life for a life, he kill your fiancée, kill his wife
[03:16.793]Same for his father, generations of sons and daughters
[03:19.641]It's hard to stomach, they say I sound like Ali Mohammed
[03:22.619]I say you got me, we livin' under these ****in' Nazis
[03:25.753]What you expected? People riot, then you respect it?
[03:28.627][Verse 5: T.I.]
[03:29.019]And a split decision, gotta pick a side with this division
[03:31.317]But we ain't fit for livin', we can't protect our women and children
[03:34.191]Man, we get sick, that Jake gon' give us some Clorox as Penicillin (Ha)
[03:37.117]Experimentin' in Tuskegee, showed me you would deceive me (Forreal)
[03:40.016][Verse 6: Killer Mike, Eric Bellinger & Both]
[03:40.878]As the city burned down and the night fall
[03:42.759]'96 Impala, we just bouncin' like it's [?]ball
[03:45.450]This ain't the ‘90s, and the youngings, I ain't scared, y'all
[03:48.558]The water boys, they might shoot back at the red dawgs (Oh)
[03:51.615]I tell ‘em plot plans, strategize, organize (Yeah)
[03:54.619]Immobilize a secret army and stay unified
[03:57.205][Chorus: Eric Bellinger & T.I.]
[03:57.362]How it feel for me (How I feel, how I feel, how I feel, how I feel)
[04:03.396](That's how I'm feelin')
[04:03.526]To be all alone
[04:06.687](That's how I'm feelin', all alone, shoot)
[04:06.818]All alone, yeah
[04:09.038](**** that shit, that's how I'm feelin')
[04:09.247]How it feel for me
[04:14.994](Ain't no guy to calm me down, how I'm feelin')
[04:15.177](How I feel, how I feel, how I feel, how I feel)
[04:15.882]To be all alone (Shoot)
[04:18.286](How I feel, how I feel, how I feel, how I feel)
[04:18.416]All alone
[04:21.133](Now **** that shit, that's how I'm feelin')
[04:21.264]How it feel for me (How I feel, how I feel, how I feel, how I feel)
[04:27.037](I mean the truth is)
[04:27.220]To be all alone
[04:30.328](I'm a human, you a human, skin color aside, riddle me this)
[04:30.511]All alone, yeah (How dare I speak pace to a manic?)
[04:32.940]How it feel for me (How I feel, how I feel, how I feel, how I feel)
[04:38.740](The **** does that make me? I mean, you mother****ers can bend your knees man)
[04:38.922]To be all alone (How I feel, how I feel, how I feel, how I feel)
[04:42.031](Fold your hands and your Bibles and pray as much as you mother****in' want but)
[04:42.214]All alone
[04:45.610][Outro: T.I.]
[04:45.819]The art of not fightin' back was brought to us by Christianity
[04:51.331]That was given to us by our oppressor
[04:54.570]So you continue to follow that, you continue to follow them
[04:58.619]I be goddamned
[05:00.917]I tell you what, nigga, you see me down bad, mother****er on my ass
[05:04.157]Nigga, don't fail me, nigga, help me, nigga
[05:05.828]I'm tellin' you that, nigga, while I'm right here, nigga
[05:08.754]Nigga, I'd do the same for you
[05:11.262]No cap, nigga
[05:13.561]That bullshit ain't 'bout nothin'