Withdrawals - Tom MacDonald.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : Tom MacDonald/Nova Paholek
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Tom MacDonald/Nova Paholek
[00:14.350]The doctor said to talk to him
[00:16.057]If I wanted to get off my meds
[00:17.843]But I never called his office in
[00:19.584]Poured the bottle in the garbage can
[00:21.442]I'm stuck in this apartment and
[00:23.257]I'm anxious like the cops are here
[00:25.150]I tried to call, like, all my friends
[00:26.927]None of them are answering
[00:28.735]Is this the moment where I can't control it?
[00:30.367]Got no appetite, I guess the party's over
[00:32.378]I can't sleep at night, and I keep rolling over
[00:33.951]'Cause my skin is itchy and the paranoia
[00:35.687]Got me worried, sick, and it is so annoying
[00:37.580]I been throwing up, it looked like motor oil
[00:39.428]But I chose to quit, and now I can't avoid it
[00:41.200]The right things to do are the hardest choices
[00:43.088]Is this the moment when I need a donor?
[00:45.199]Liver failing from the liquor pouring
[00:46.839]All the room is spinning, it ain't vodka, soda
[00:48.664]What is almost killing me is being sober
[00:50.486]
[00:51.038]Talk about pitfalls
[00:52.729]Surrounded by brick walls
[00:54.695]This is what kids call
[00:56.930]Withdrawals
[00:57.713]
[00:57.737]Deleted every number from my phone, I'm staying home
[01:02.032]Really wish that I was drunk with all my friends
[01:05.610]I'm gonna beat it or I won't and overdose
[01:09.249]Really wish that I was high with all my friends
[01:12.608]
[01:12.810]I never cared for therapies
[01:14.268]My arrogance embarrassing
[01:16.088]It isn't fair to tear with this
[01:17.897]Addiction place my parents in
[01:19.661]I'm scared repair will never fix
[01:21.549]The voluntary negligence
[01:23.404]The wear and tear my errors did
[01:25.171]They almost had to bury me
[01:26.964]Is this the moment where I screw up and relapse?
[01:29.138]Waste all my money on rehab
[01:30.471]Can't take a pill from the doctor to relax
[01:31.837]Lash out in anger whenever I react
[01:33.671]Feel like a weak man, I don't wanna be that
[01:35.797]Living every day to get a buzz on the weekend
[01:37.547]I'm in the deep end, fighting with demons
[01:39.288]Tryna stay clean, I just really need a reason
[01:41.414]My bones are shaking and my hands and feet
[01:43.349]I see my rib cage, but I can't eat
[01:44.964]I still wake up panicking, so I can't sleep
[01:46.763]I just sit in the bathtub and try to breathe
[01:48.964]
[01:49.313]Talk about pitfalls
[01:50.963]Surrounded by brick walls
[01:53.091]This is what kids call
[01:55.166]Withdrawals
[01:55.710]
[01:55.875]Deleted every number from my phone, I'm staying home
[02:00.239]Really wish that I was drunk with all my friends
[02:03.719]I'm gonna beat it or I won't and overdose
[02:07.353]Really wish that I was high with all my friends
[02:11.314]
[02:11.354]I've never felt this bad before
[02:16.025]I don't know if I'll make it
[02:18.600]Don't have the strength to get off the floor right now
[02:23.183]But I'm hoping and praying
[02:25.982]My whole life I wanted more
[02:30.569]This might be the end
[02:33.225]But now I've had too much fun, it's over now
[02:37.902]I loved what I hated
[02:39.473]
[02:39.517]Deleted every number from my phone, I'm staying home
[02:43.672]Really wish that I was drunk with all my friends
[02:47.443]I'm gonna beat it or I won't and overdose
[02:51.012]Really wish that I was high with all my friends
[02:53.995]
[02:54.121]Deleted every number from my phone, I'm staying home
[02:58.395]Really wish that I was drunk with all my friends
[03:01.996]I'm gonna beat it or I won't and overdose
[03:05.671]Really wish that I was high with all my friends