[00:00.00] 作词 : Victor Mensah/Joel Madden/Andrew De Caro/Stephen Feigenbaum/Dave Coresh[00:01.00] 作曲 : Victor Mensah/Joel Madden/Andrew De Caro/Stephen Feigenbaum/Dave Coresh[00:06.51]I hide behind my madness[00:09.01]Outside, inside, I'm damaged[00:11.82]Suicide, it might get tragic[00:14.67]Maybe it’s a bad dream, maybe it's a bad dream[00:17.70]Every time I look at me[00:20.37]I try so hard but I can't seem[00:23.13]To find a shred of decency[00:26.01]But maybe it’s a good thing, it's a good thing[00:29.24]Addicted into my sadness[00:32.28]Just another of my bad, bad habits[00:35.09]This shit gets hard to manage[00:38.04]Manic, depressive, sociopathic[00:40.86]I attract mistakes like a magnet[00:43.84]Chase ****ers like I'm playing in traffic[00:46.83]Till I crash it, end up in a casket[00:49.77]Maybe it's a good thing, is anybody listening?[00:52.63]Yo, double fisting, driving like I'm drifting[00:55.43]Drunk, spinning on a couch, b***h, I'm Rick James[00:58.56]Half demon, half saint, that's a split screen[01:01.56]Glad to be insane, mad for existing[01:04.43]I'm giving up ’cause I don’t believe[01:07.22]I'm never gonna find a better part of me[01:09.92]I’m showing out, only what they see[01:12.96]I'm always running circles when I try to leave[01:15.88]This broken soul, but I can't let go[01:21.28]And I lose control when I'm on my own again[01:28.54]My childhood never lasted[01:30.93]My pain is everlasting[01:33.84]I’m flying but I'm crashing[01:36.68]Maybe it's a bad dream, maybe it's a bad dream[01:39.52]When it's all in front of me[01:42.16]I make a mess of everything[01:45.18]I **** it up in spite of me[01:47.97]Maybe it's a good thing, it's a good thing[01:51.20]There's a hell at the bottom of the well[01:54.05]Where I drown to myself and the drugs won't help[01:56.69]Swimming in my troubles but I'm not Michael Phelps[01:59.72]Ain't no medals for the double, ain't no winning so I dealt[02:02.66]Strapped to a kamikaze plane, killing nazis[02:05.59]Decking paparazzi, the cops can't stop me[02:08.58]Not even the government want problems with my posse[02:11.55]Sixteen shots, got 'em shook like mob deep[02:14.62]Send a SWAT team, I'm too fly to swat me, yeah[02:17.99]Let the block beat, swinging like Rocky, yeah[02:20.52]With my back against the wall, you couldn't box me[02:23.36]Live fast, get cash, car crash, die free[02:26.43]I'm giving up 'cause I don't believe[02:28.97]I'm never gonna find a better part of me[02:31.88]I'm showing out, only what they see[02:34.83]I'm always running circles when I try to leave[02:37.74]This broken soul, but I can't let go[02:43.16]And I lose control when I'm on my own again[02:50.56]