[00:00.000] 作词 : Gabriella Lin[00:01.000] 作曲 : Gabriella Lin[00:06.247]制作人: Zhitao Song[00:07.843]弦乐编写: Clark Shi[00:09.377]吉他 Guitar: Clark Shi[00:10.693]混音 Mixed by: Zhitao Song @Songplex[00:12.180]母带处理 Stereo Mastered by: VinsonKZ @SummingBus[00:13.579]工作室: @Songplex Studio[00:15.870]It makes me lose all my sleep[00:20.353]It makes me so numb and weak[00:24.436]It makes me refuse going out[00:29.304]Scared of things I’ll be swallowing down[00:32.938]I fear my own appetite[00:37.202]Anxiety comes after just one bite[00:41.420]Wish I knew it was never right[00:46.651]For anyone to ever starve through the night[00:50.968]No matter what they try to say[00:54.785]It just makes me someone that I hate[00:58.754]How did I possibly end up this way[01:03.022]Losing my faith in my body and shape[01:07.906]It’s scary how mirrors they speak[01:11.403]So loud about things I don’t wanna see[01:15.536]Focus on all my insecurity[01:20.219]Oh I’m scared that it will never leave[01:40.702]There’s so much I wanna change[01:44.952]I’m drowning in so much shame[01:49.187]Two workouts a day[01:51.218]I thought I’d feel better this way[01:54.551]But it gets worse when I try taking a break[01:58.685]No matter what they try to say[02:02.618]It just makes me someone that I hate[02:06.338]How did I possibly end up this way[02:10.752]Losing my faith in my body and shape[02:15.586]It’s scary how mirrors they speak[02:19.137]So loud about things I don’t wanna see[02:23.403]Focus on all my insecurity[02:27.937]Oh I’m scared that it will never leave[02:31.905]Wish the younger me[02:34.687]Would understand[02:36.887]This shirt[02:37.753]That skirt[02:38.853]Don’t represent[02:40.968]If I look pretty if I look smart[02:45.202]I know they don’t show a thing[02:48.386]’bout my heart[02:53.018]So no matter what they choose to say[02:57.369]I know I’m great I’m enough in my way[03:01.201]Learning to appreciate this body and shape[03:06.439]Think I found somewhere new[03:08.638]To store my faith[03:10.686]Now mirrors they don’t really talk[03:14.204]Cuz I stop asking them for all their thoughts[03:18.337]I’ve grown into someone I[03:21.570]Should be proud of[03:23.501]I know what I deserve[03:25.651]And the right way to give myself love