My Window - Rittz.mp3

[00:00.00] 作词 : Rittz
[00:00.00] 作曲 : Rittz
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[00:26.04]Fake smile on my face, feeling super so the safety off of my gun
[00:29.13]Can't tell it was real or a cry for help but I feel like if I don't make one
[00:32.00]I'ma follow through, my girl gonna follow suit cause she tries every time I'm gone
[00:35.88]Last tour, she done slit her wrists and this time she done OD'd, blacked out, and broke her arm
[00:39.14]Feel bad, lyin' to her bout the coke I done
[00:40.62]The doc said if I keep drinking Coke and Crown, I won't make it to see 38
[00:43.68]Then I'm wasted again on the floor in the hotel room with puke stains on the drapes and the carpet
[00:47.38]Gotta call at eight o'clock in the morning
[00:49.13]So my boy took the keys to my car and drove it through the front door of an Exxon
[00:52.07]Cops came and, locked him up, they said they had a warrant
[00:53.60]Now I'm spending all my tour money on his lawyer
[00:55.50]Lord if, this is you sending us a warnin'
[00:56.67]I hear it loud and clear and please God I swear
[00:58.67]I won't ignore it anymore
[01:00.04]This type of torment is torture, but show us a way
[01:02.02]On my knees and I'm screaming to God and I heard him say
[01:04.67]It's only when it rains it pours
[01:08.01]And I can hear the pouring rain
[01:11.38]It feels just like a hurricane just came right outside my window (Woah-oh)
[01:18.10]One day when the rain is gone
[01:21.09]The thunder from the storm goes on
[01:24.52]I woke up and I seen the sun and it s*ine right inside my window
[01:29.72]And it feels like euphoria
[01:31.77]Some kids are saying that they into me
[01:33.73]They told me everything I rap about
[01:35.01]Feel like it happened to him identically
[01:36.74]That he was listening to Misery Loves Company
[01:38.56]I'm wis*in, Rittz I feel just like you
[01:40.19]I'm tryna rap and I'm flunkin' with school
[01:41.49]The only thing I really care about in this world
[01:43.13]Is my girl and she been f*****g with another dude
[01:44.84]And I was hoping maybe you would tell me what to do
[01:46.45]I'm tryna make it with the scraps that I have
[01:48.16]Working fast for the stack of some cash
[01:49.32]But it's like I'm losing the enthusiasm I have
[01:51.01]Trying to master the craft as a rapper
[01:52.47]All I hear is laughter just got in a scrap with my dad
[01:54.56]He hit me in the eye, gave me blacker than bad
[01:55.99]All I ever wanted from him was a pat on the back
[01:57.53]And I bet if I was dead he'd be glad
[01:59.10]And the bass or mollasses, this is how life works
[02:01.47]When you feel like you sitting at the bottom; You not
[02:03.05]Taking better s*it, it gets worse first
[02:04.44]Gotta reverse the negative eye
[02:05.57]Keep praying to God and don't believe in a made up curse
[02:08.07]Told him that I prayed to the Lord
[02:09.16]And he said these words
[02:10.32]It's only when it rains it pours
[02:13.70]And I can hear the pouring rain
[02:17.01]It feels just like a hurricane just came right outside my window (Woah-oh)
[02:23.71]One day when the rain is gone
[02:27.02]The thunder from the storm goes on
[02:30.18]I woke up and I seen the sun and it s*ine right inside my window
[02:35.41]And it feels like euphoria
[02:37.70]Euphoria
[02:38.26]We keep pourin' up
[02:39.07]A big enormous cup of Crown Royal
[02:40.52]Puff another joint and trust
[02:41.54]You're gonna hoist me up
[02:42.48]When the devil wanna stick a pitchfork in us
[02:43.82]Or wanna burn us in a furnace till we boil up
[02:45.55]Beggin' The Lord above
[02:46.28]To show remorse for us
[02:47.32]We was born in a metamorphosis
[02:48.90]Formed in something far less unfortunate
[02:50.53]We absorbed enough pain to push the rush
[02:52.40]Through our veins like a sting from a scorpion
[02:54.00]We ashamed 'cause we can't afford the stuff
[02:55.71]We wanna buy had to find some form of love
[02:57.15]Or find a formula, of course sure enough
[02:58.54]You in a rut now, layin' on the floor in cuffs
[03:00.44]They say the storm is comin'
[03:01.42]But the lightning never struck a chord with us (Cause he)
[03:03.40]He told me when it rains it pours
[03:06.36]And I can hear the pouring rain
[03:09.51]It feels just like a hurricane just came right outside my window (Woah-oh)
[03:16.39]But one day when the rain is gone
[03:19.77]The thunder from the storm rolls on
[03:23.18]I woke up and I seen the sun and it s*ine right inside my window
[03:28.32]And it feels like euphoria
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