stan - Serafina.mp3

[00:03.000][ by:警上查杀预言家]
[00:05.310]Mytea's gone coldI'm wondering why I..
[00:07.980]got out of bed at all
[00:08.490]The morning rain clouds up my window..
[00:13.980]and Ican't see at all
[00:14.670]And even if I couldit'll all be grey,
[00:15.480]put your picture on my wall
[00:22.800]It reminds me, thatit's not so bad,
[00:25.080]it's not so bad..
[00:25.410]Mytea's gone coldI'm wondering why I..
[00:26.940]got out of bed at all
[00:32.490]The morning rain clouds up my window..
[00:37.680]and Ican't see at all
[00:38.130]And even if I couldit'll all be grey,
[00:39.450]put your picture on my wall
[00:40.890]It reminds me, thatit's not so bad,
[00:45.690]it's not so bad..
[00:48.480]Dear Slim, I wrote but you stillain't callin
[00:51.120]I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom
[00:54.150]I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not- a got'em
[00:57.150]There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin
[00:59.970]Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot'em
[01:03.120]but anyways;**** it,what's been up? Manhow's your daughter
[01:06.060]Mygirlfriend's pregnant too,I'm bout to be a father
[01:08.700]If I have a daughter, guess whatI'ma call her?
[01:10.920]I'ma name her Bonnie I read about your Uncle Ronnie tooI'm sorry
[01:15.090]I had a friend kill himself over some***** whodidn't want him
[01:18.300]I know you probably hear this everyday, butI'm your biggest fan
[01:21.450]I even got the underground**** that you did with Skam
[01:24.390]I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man
[01:27.390]I like the**** you did with Rawkus too, that**** was fat
[01:30.690]Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back,
[01:33.210]just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan
[01:35.700]This is Stan
[01:36.300]Mytea's gone coldI'm wondering why I..
[01:40.650]got out of bed at all
[01:44.400]The morning rain clouds up my window..
[01:52.320]and Ican't see at all
[01:52.740]And even if I couldit'll all be grey,
[01:53.460]put your picture on my wall
[01:55.050]It reminds me, thatit's not so bad,
[01:58.560]it's not so bad..
[01:59.730]Dear Slim, you stillain't called or wrote,
[02:01.860]I hope you have a chance Iain't mad
[02:04.050]I just thinkit's****** UP youdon't answer fans
[02:06.420]If youdidn't wanna talk to me outside your concert
[02:08.700]youdidn't have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew
[02:11.730]That's my little brother man,he's only six years old
[02:14.490]We waited in the blistering cold for you,
[02:16.260]four hours and you just said," No."That's pretty**** ty man
[02:19.590]you're like his****** idol He wants to be just like you man,
[02:22.560]he likes you more than I do Iain't that mad though,
[02:25.380]I justdon't like bein lied to Remember when we met in Denver
[02:28.860]you said ifI'd write you, you would write back
[02:30.600]seeI'm just like you in a way I never knew my father neither
[02:33.990]he used to always cheat on my mom and beat her
[02:36.570]I can relate to whatyou're saying in your songs so when I have a**** ty day,
[02:40.260]I drift away and put'em on
[02:41.670]cause Idon't really got shit else so that shit helps whenI'm depressed
[02:45.000]I even got a tattoo of your name across the chest
[02:48.060]Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds
[02:50.760]It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me
[02:53.580]See everything you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it
[02:56.940]Mygirlfriend's jealous cause I talk about you24/7
[03:00.180]But shedon't know you like I know you Slim, no one does
[03:03.000]Shedon't know what it was like for people like us growin up
[03:05.670]You gotta call me man,I'll be the biggest fanyou'll ever lose
[03:08.640]Sincerely yours, Stan
[03:09.780]P. S. We should be together too
[03:14.100]Mytea's gone coldI'm wondering why I..
[03:17.160]got out of bed at all
[03:19.170]The morning rain clouds up my window..
[03:25.110]and Ican't see at all
[03:25.530]And even if I couldit'll all be grey,
[03:28.140]put your picture on my wall
[03:32.580]It reminds me, thatit's not so bad,
[03:34.590]it's not so bad..
[03:36.390]Dear Mister-I'm- Too- Good- To- Call- Or- Write- My- Fans,
[03:39.360]this'll be the last package I ever send your ass
[03:41.550]It's been six months and still no word- Idon't deserve it?
[03:44.220]I know you got my last two letters;
[03:45.870]I wrote the addresses on'em perfect
[03:48.060]So this is my cassetteI'm sending you, I hope you hear it
[03:50.970]I'm in the car right now,I'm doing90 on the freeway
[03:54.030]Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive?
[03:57.540]You know the song by Phil Collins," In the Air of the Night"
[04:00.120]about that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning
[04:02.790]butdidn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found him?
[04:06.240]That's kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning
[04:08.850]Nowit's too late-I'm on a1000 downers now,I'm drowsy
[04:12.300]and all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call
[04:15.270]I hope you know I ripped+ ALL+ of your pictures off the wall
[04:18.360]I love you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it
[04:21.390]You ruined it now, I hope youcan't sleep and you dream about it
[04:24.330]And when you dream I hope youcan't sleep and you SCREAM about it
[04:27.120]I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and youcan't BREATHE without me See Slim
[04:31.110]Shut up bitch! I'm tryin to talk!
[04:33.150]Hey Slim,that's my girlfriend screamin in the trunk
[04:35.730]but Ididn't slit her throat, I just tied her up,
[04:37.860]see Iain't like you cause if she suffocatesshe'll suffer more, and thenshe'll die too
[04:42.330]Well, gotta go,I'm almost at the bridge now
[04:45.300]Oh ****, I forgot,how'm I supposed to send this shit out?
[04:47.970]Mytea's gone coldI'm wondering why I..
[05:05.220]got out of bed at all
[05:08.280]The morning rain clouds up my window..
[05:16.260]and Ican't see at all
[05:16.680]And even if I couldit'll all be grey,
[05:17.400]put your picture on my wall
[05:19.020]It reminds me, thatit's not so bad,
[05:22.530]it's not so bad..
[05:24.480]Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been busy
[05:27.690]You said yourgirlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she?
[05:30.240]Look,I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that
[05:33.300]andhere's an autograph for your brother,
[05:35.190]I wrote it on the Starter cap
[05:37.050]I'm sorry Ididn't see you at the show, I musta missed you
[05:39.990]Don't think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you
[05:42.990]But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too?
[05:45.780]I say that shit just clownin dogg,
[05:47.190]c'mon- how ****ed up is you?
[05:49.050]You got some issues Stan, I think you need some counseling
[05:51.780]to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some
[05:54.510]And what's this shit about us meant to be together?
[05:57.630]That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other
[06:00.960]I really think you and your girlfriend need each other
[06:03.180]or maybe you just need to treat her better
[06:05.940]I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time before you hurt yourself,
[06:10.800]I think thatyou'll be doin just fine if you relax a little,I'm glad I inspire you but Stan
[06:15.600]why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan
[06:19.380]I justdon't want you to do some crazy shit
[06:21.510]I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick
[06:25.050]Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge
[06:27.480]and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid
[06:30.360]and in the car they found a tape, but theydidn't say who it was to
[06:33.240]Come to think about, his name was.. it was you
[06:35.460]Damn!