[00:00.000] 作词 : Badynow[00:01.000] 作曲 : Ocean[00:25.935]Tell me why you become the present look[00:29.184]I want to take you back my home[00:31.692]It doesn't belong to here you where[00:34.434]You are going to the wrong as will feel here[00:37.440]This damn life[00:38.939]This damn world[00:40.435]This real world makes me dying in the worst[00:43.384]I could see only the human desire for money[00:46.637]and indifference to human nature[00:49.387]世上从你身边经过的人只是过客[00:51.641]过于付出换来一丝回报并不值得[00:54.637]签下一张生命契约[00:56.388]跟上帝把快乐交换[00:58.384]慢慢的变成了自己的习惯[01:01.139]没有痛苦[01:02.390]没有救赎[01:03.889]走向一条没有目标和希望的路途[01:06.642]这或许就是我一生的全部[01:09.637]什么是抑郁什么是痛苦[01:12.386]hook[01:13.384]酒精麻醉我[01:15.892]氟西汀七盒[01:18.388]在我内心里面[01:21.884]住着另一个我[01:24.139]空荡的房间[01:27.133]到凌晨四点[01:29.641]音乐没有药效[01:33.135]今晚又睡不着[01:35.386]崩溃我曾在无数个夜晚流泪[01:39.391]没有原因也想不到为谁[01:41.888]可能是现实逼的我太累[01:43.885]反正现在的我也无所谓不管那么多错对[01:47.392]不知所措的年纪,什么都不尽人意[01:50.386]现实逼的我就快喘不过气[01:52.882]照镜子发现镜子里并不是自己[01:55.390]这画面经常出现在我的梦里[01:58.884]拿梦境跟现实去对比[02:01.392]发现现实跟梦境永远有一段距离[02:04.134]跟过去的酒肉朋友淡了关系[02:06.883]不必把太多人请进生命里[02:08.639]太多热情总是不被珍惜[02:10.635]从某一天开始,生日不是生命的重要日子[02:13.132]因为孤独患者只能一个人过生日[02:15.881]没有什么时刻值得我去纪念[02:18.389]神明是否掐断电源让我连接断线[02:21.641]hook[02:22.384]酒精麻醉我[02:25.391]氟西汀七盒[02:27.633]在我内心里面[02:31.138]住着另一个我[02:33.888]空荡的房间[02:36.884]到凌晨四点[02:39.391]音乐没有药效[02:42.632]今晚又睡不着