[00:00.000] 作词 : Tom MacDonald[00:01.000] 作曲 : Tom MacDonald[00:09.300]I wish I wasn't fat[00:10.300]I wish I wasn't gay[00:11.300]I wish I wasn't black[00:12.600]I wish that I was brave[00:13.300]I wish,I wish,I wish with every candle on the cake[00:16.300]That I could quit doin' these drugs[00:17.300]But I can't and I'm afraid[00:19.300]I wish that I was smart[00:20.300]I wish that I was rich[00:21.300]I wish it wasn't hard for me to grow up and forgive[00:23.300]I wish that I could help[00:25.300]I wish I wasn't sick[00:26.300]I wish I was Tom MacDonald,I'd be just like him can[00:30.300]I wish I wasn't sober[00:32.300]I miss it when the party wasn't over[00:34.300]Happiness was right around the corner[00:35.300]Every single night was like the best one of our lives[00:37.300]Now we are older[00:39.300]The good ol’days are out of reach, I wish they were closer[00:41.300]I wish I wasn't anxious,and I wish I could fast forward[00:43.300]And I wish that I could rewind but they don't make that controller[00:45.300]I wish the nights were longer,and I wish the days were shorter[00:48.300]And I wish that I could sleep enough to maintain my composure[00:50.300]I feel crazy,I wish that I was normal[00:52.300]I wish that I could kill myself but also be immortal[00:55.300]Take me to the oracle,I heard that time is borrowed[00:57.300]Can you give me back my yesterdays, I'll give you my tomorrows?[00:59.300]Forget all of my morals and just live like I cannot remember sorrow[01:02.299]Before all of the tattoos and cornrows[01:04.299]I was different,I was happy,I was calmer[01:06.299]I was young and full of hormones[01:07.299]Now I'm wishin' for a time machine,I'd step into that portal and be gone[01:11.299]I wish on shooting stars, or were they satellites?[01:16.299]Maybe they were too far[01:21.299]I must have blown apart a million dandelions[01:25.299]Now they don't grow in my yard[01:29.299]I wish I didn't care about the day that I'd be buried[01:31.299]Used to live like I was ready for it,always in a hurry[01:33.300]Now I'm worried,all my memories are blurry[01:36.300]I’m just barely turnin'30 and the voice in my head are tryna hurt me[01:39.300]The choice that I made make me feel dirty,I was 25 at 13[01:42.300]I was smokin' with seniors,drinkin' beer and gettin' flirty[01:44.300]Now the Ativan ain't workin' I need somethin' even stronger[01:46.300]Give me childhood,my mother and my father and my sister[01:49.300]And a Christmas to make up for all the recent ones I'm missin'[01:51.300]While I'm tourin' the country for a livin'[01:53.300]Give me a hug and a Nintendo and a toy box in the closet[01:56.300]Give me everything I wish I had[01:57.300]Oh wait I think I got it[01:59.300]I'm a rapper like I always promised them I would accomplish[02:01.299]This is awesome man, I wish I had a friend to tell, I'd call'em[02:03.299]And I wonder if I jumped from here if I'd survive the bottom[02:06.299]And would everyone believe me if I told ‘em I had fallen?[02:08.300]I'ma jump[02:09.298]I wish on shooting stars, or were they satellites?[02:14.298]Maybe they were too far[02:20.298]I must have blown apart a million dandelions[02:23.298]Now they don't grow in my yard[02:30.298]I wish we were kids again[02:31.298]Before everything was on Instagram[02:34.298]The things were so simple then[02:36.298]Me,my tree fort,all of my friends[02:38.298]Way back when,on Beaver Drive[02:40.298]When the floor was lava, I could fly[02:43.298]Wished I was big like them[02:45.298]Never thought I'd wanna be a kid again[02:49.298]I wish on shooting stars, or were they satellites?[02:54.298]Maybe they were too far[02:58.298]I must have blown apart a million dandelions[03:03.298]Now they don't grow in my yard[03:08.298]I wish on shooting stars, or were they satellites?[03:13.298]Maybe they were too far[03:18.298]I must have blown apart a million dandelions[03:23.298]Now they don't grow in my yard[03:33.298](DEDICATED MY LOVING MOTHER,COURAGEOUS FATHER,BRILLIANT SISTER,BEAUTIFUL GIRLFRIEND AND ALL OF MY WONDERFUL FANS-------FROM Tom MacDonald)