[00:00.000] 作词 : GX.MARK[00:00.059] 作曲 : GX.MARK[00:00.118] 编曲 : GX.MARK[00:00.177](If this is the last time, please come close)[00:03.230](I'll love you with all my heart, you know)[00:06.009](I don't wanna cry, I’m bad at goodbye)[00:08.861](If this is the last time)[00:10.545][00:11.074]Hey, mom[00:12.906]I know we're gettin' old[00:16.923]And the lines on our hands have changed[00:19.972]But you still look at me the same[00:23.001]Hey, mom[00:25.036]Guess what you're really tough[00:28.458]And I know you did all you could[00:31.630]Just to make sure my life as good[00:33.790][00:35.006]Sorry for the fights and the tone of my voice[00:38.059]Sorry for the nights when I made the wrong choice[00:40.957]Life is flying by and it's hitting me now[00:43.914]I hope it's not but[00:47.344]Sorry for the fights and the tone of my voice[00:49.897]Sorry for the nights when I made the wrong choice[00:53.170]Life is flying by and it's hitting me now[00:55.747]I hope it's not but[00:57.357][00:59.403]If this is the last time, please come close (Wanted to be my own man)[01:02.558]I'll love you with all my heart, you know (And there’s nobody who could stop it)[01:05.423]I don't wanna cry, I'm bad at goodbye (But the day I became a man)[01:08.126]If this is the last time (Was the day that I lost him)[01:10.731]And let's do the things we always do (But I will try harder than I have)[01:14.404]Like go to the mall and buy some shoes (Because I know that he’s watching)[01:17.344]I don't wanna cry, I'm bad at goodbye (And I will live with the memories)[01:20.507]If this is the last time (Like there’s no other option)[01:23.002][01:24.826]Diagnosed October[01:28.553]buried February[01:31.780]Try to act like all of it don’t affect me only barely[01:37.382]But the only one I’m lying to is myself[01:44.081]I stayed up all night listening to your breath[01:50.198]And I wish that I could be right by your side (by your side all night)[01:56.650]Because the darkness in my heart has got too bright[02:00.695]You would always talk me right off of the ledge[02:06.620]Now you’re the voice in the back of my head[02:11.876][02:12.498]Wanted to be my own man (If this is the last time, please come close)[02:16.296]And there’s nobody who could stop it (I'll love you with all my heart, you know)[02:18.617]But the day I became a man (I don't wanna cry, I'm bad at goodbye)[02:21.486]Was the day that I lost him (If this is the last time)[02:24.524]But I will try harder than I have (And let's do the things we always do)[02:27.519]Because I know that he’s watching (Like go to the mall and buy some shoes)[02:30.359]And I will live with the memories (I don't wanna cry, I'm bad at goodbye)[02:33.843]Like there’s no other option (If this is the last time)[02:36.277][02:36.444]Hey, dad (I got way too many memories)[02:38.540]What's up, miss you so much (I could think about them endlessly)[02:41.388]Yeah, the shade of your hair has changed (I’ve got way too many memories)[02:44.455]But I look up to you the same (I could think about you endlessly)[02:47.281]Taught me how to fish (I got way too many)[02:49.787]Taught me how to ride a bike (I got way too many)[02:51.060]Taught me how to love, how to treat a woman right (I got way too many)[02:54.016]Life is flying by and it's hitting me now (I got way too many)[02:56.233]I hope it's not but[02:58.657](I got way too many)[02:59.692][02:59.897]Wanted to be my own man[03:03.951]There’s nobody who could stop it[03:06.920]But the day I became a man[03:09.317]Was the day that I lost him[03:12.213]But I will try harder than I have[03:15.231]Because I know that he’s watching[03:18.124]And I will live with the memories[03:21.067]Like there’s no other option[03:23.471][03:24.041]If this is the last time, please come close[03:27.103]I'll love you with all my heart, you know[03:30.034]I don't wanna cry, I'm bad at goodbye[03:33.129]If this is the last time[03:35.674]And let's do the things we always do[03:39.030]Like go for a drive or watch the news[03:42.038]I don't wanna cry, I'm bad at goodbye[03:45.468]If this is the last time