[00:00.00]3am Thoughts/4am Concerns-Entendre[00:16.06]Produced by P. Soul[00:30.16]I saw myself in the mirror and I was just wasn't proud[00:34.60]You been ignoring the open window that come around[00:37.97]I mean lets say we begin[00:39.90]And beings lazy a sin[00:41.68]You rather Greg crazy with friends[00:43.89]And then you staging your end[00:45.96]And with all the time lost you degrading your pen[00:49.23]And know you living check to check gotta save for the rent noome to blame but yourself[00:54.61]Coulda have the fame and your wealth[00:56.56]I'm So Anxious, but niggas rather spend it all on chains and a belt[01:00.28]I mean I never understand but each is it own[01:03.79]I'm reminded of my faults when I'm deep in the zone[01:07.60]And you always gotta peep who you keep in your home[01:11.02]It ain't no fool in metwice no repeating my wrongs[01:14.82]Cause I learn learn allll from my mistakes[01:18.59]I drive to get it I get in in different kinda ways[01:22.30]We come from crooked fathers[01:24.17]Ancestors Brooklyn Dodgers[01:26.06]Generated to gangsters, ballers, and crooks and mobsters[01:29.89]My generations be Christians They tell em look for Harvard[01:33.76]So I run the game for saint but Reggie bush the starter[01:37.16]I'm bout to wild today and cheer like its 2008[01:40.89]Back when my president is black was something proud to say (harder emotion)[01:44.32]cause haven't seen change and Uzi drive a green range[01:48.07]And life is draining everybody's hope it's such a mean game[01:51.38]It'll slapped me in the face I got a taste just as teenage[01:55.28]I think about my past I chose my path i go complete rage[01:58.86]Cause I feel just like a author[02:00.59]Got a story to tell[02:02.28]Where you choose two paths either glory or hell[02:05.92]I mean we all got a road to follow[02:08.26]Perform shows apollo[02:10.29]And just blow colossal[02:12.17]Believe me I know[02:14.11]Some listening thinking damn[02:15.88]I'm So Anxious, this shit far fetched[02:17.26]But I'll be shooting for moon, and hit the stars next[02:21.17]But all we could do is ride[02:22.46]All we do is ride[02:23.92]I'm So Anxious, we got to cause when down to your ****ing last who can stop you[02:28.42]I'm So Anxious, cause bitch I know bitch I know[03:31.32]I'm So Anxious, bitch let it go[03:33.90]I'm So Anxious, bitch let it go[03:40.87]Rhyming just for the sake of rhyming[03:42.80]Making deals with Bills I gotta face the timing[03:44.99]I'm So Anxious, but I'm ill with skills a nigga patient minded[03:47.49]The beat killed and drilled a I gotta faced violence[03:50.16]I'm So Anxious, it's flu season these niggas hating for 2 reason[03:52.56]I'm So Anxious, other rappers is salty a nigga too seasoned[03:55.29]Other averages and faulty[03:56.66]Im a just a cool deacon[03:57.77]Im too great great- with a new tape[03:59.65]Like dude wait[04:00.65]Im like buggy im hopping to never lose faith[04:03.16]And mike bibby a the mind I gotta shoot straight[04:05.39]And most likely supreme leader of new age[04:07.97]I'm So Anxious, niggas shooting machines heaters and tools blaze[04:10.59]The game full of the feinss divas and blue haze[04:13.06]I'm So Anxious, niggas listen to music like this dudes great[04:15.52]A small mixture of d darkly quite and Lupe[04:18.07]I'm So Anxious, a tall nigga it's all scripted what you say[04:20.71]He clearly all I been killing the classics[04:23.06]Making the Good music and appealing to masses[04:25.46]Man they feeling this bastard/ the realest of rappers[04:27.96]Surrounded by the goats never chilling with average[04:30.76]I remember days when I didn't have the worries[04:33.42]I remember days me and Parris had em nervous[04:35.96]I remember days when we kill it purpose[04:38.50]And now they gonna pay me service[04:40.06]It's worth[04:41.11]And I remember days when we was choppin at the function[04:43.56]I remember days when we didn't have nothin[04:46.16]All them late night on the grind count for somethin[04:48.66]I'm So Anxious, so **** all the stupid assumption they want[04:51.56]I see through all moves like John wall and Brad beal[04:54.06]I'm mad real[04:55.06]Lets get it popping like Advil[04:56.56]But when you see your people dying it's a sad feel[04:58.96]Enjoy life you never know when your last meal[05:01.43]It's so trife and crazy just how a blast kill[05:03.98]So please the judging me of my past still[05:06.62]I'm So Anxious, cause soon all a nigga rocking is pastel[05:09.00]The best coming from DMV since fat trel[05:11.69]I'm So Anxious, niggas quiting and snitching they grow a rats tail[05:14.17]Like dude broke how the hell you make a fast bail[05:16.67]Putting out garbage albums for a fast sell[05:19.26]Don't needs that- the games faded like cheap tats[05:22.00]I preach facts[05:22.89]I piss music and bleed rap[05:24.56]I'm So Anxious, so **** no I don't need negative feed back[05:27.06]Cause honestly I been shit[05:37.36]And I remember days when we was choppin[05:42.39]And I remember days when we was choppin at the function[05:44.96]I remember days when we didn't have nothin[05:47.36]All them late night on the grind count for somethin[05:49.99]I'm So Anxious, so **** all the stupid assumption they want[05:52.61]I remember days when I didn't have the worries[05:55.08]I remember days me and Parris had em nervous[05:57.58]I remember days when we kill it purpose[06:00.21]And now they gonna pay me service[06:02.20]It's worth