[00:00.000] 作曲 : Kameron Michael Fair/Evan Helm[00:19.867]Yeah[00:20.128]When I'm alone I think about the time we spent together[00:21.985]I fall to pieces when thinking he probably treats you better[00:24.379]Our love was different, so it's hard to set the tone[00:26.497]You living out in California[00:28.093]I've been stuck inside a different weather[00:29.164]I often wonder if you thought that I deserved you[00:31.554]Too late to say it, but you know I'd never hurt you[00:33.936]And now I wonder if love is really a virtue[00:36.066]You made me realize that I never really deserved you[00:38.720]You taught me how to love[00:39.780]Now it's something I don't believe in[00:41.112]I thought you were the one[00:42.435]But now I struggle through the seasons[00:43.505]How can I be so in love with someone so misleading[00:45.623]And how could you just throw away my heart without a reason[00:48.277]So many things that I should get up off of my chest[00:50.147]I just sit inside my room and reminiscing in my head[00:52.802]Lately I been feeling like my soul has been a mess[00:55.192]And all I really want's for you to love me like I'm dead[01:16.441]Yo, last time I saw you was your back turned walking[01:19.355]How many people got a leave fore' I see I'm the problem[01:21.751]You'll finally find some better guy who isn't shy and awkward[01:24.413]And I'll be here alone cause my fears are unconquered[01:26.535]Tired of people breaking trust and saying that I'm not enough[01:28.926]Why am I only okay when I'm off the blunt[01:31.319]Feeling like I get my heart broke every single month[01:33.971]Might just give it up, I don't even give a ****[01:36.093]Tired of this feeling, got it every single minute[01:38.221]My mind like a vinyl cause it's skipping while it's spinning[01:40.612]Popping painkillers but I think I finally get it[01:43.007]I'm only killing myself yeah the meds won't fix it[01:45.922]But, that's just the way that I cope[01:47.518]And honestly, I'm just wishing that they leave me alone[01:50.173]Lift the pen like a shovel, just wanna die in a hole[01:52.825]Cause these midnight thoughts got me feeling dead and cold