[00:00.000] 作词 : 怂徐[00:01.000] 作曲 : 怂徐[00:05.131]Mixed by keyboi[00:10.119]prod by Andyr[00:13.881]cover art NO1STAR[00:20.116]收录于SHOKJIN EP《Pain》[00:30.362]MV发布于网易云与微博 欢迎收看[00:37.874]Hook:[00:40.118]我不会再打开门[00:41.132]这南柯一梦[00:42.382]the relief by my friend[00:43.130](挚友也许会有宽慰)[00:43.635]但我们不同[00:44.863]我不想再往前走[00:46.129]承受不了痛[00:47.630]环绕遍布全身[00:48.619]再刮过一阵风[00:50.125]不理解我的人[00:51.124]永远不会懂[00:52.647]梦想是一个坑[00:53.894]和壁你来碰[00:54.878]我尽力地身子正[00:55.875]担子也很重[00:57.629]再怎么往前走[00:58.876]靠四年前的梦[01:00.358]Verse:[01:00.887]我又能有什么办法[01:03.122]背上书包和他们看法[01:05.615]dxxn oh my pain ya[01:08.373]这可就不只是昙花[01:10.874]i cant stand ya[01:13.369]i cant find oh[01:15.871]oh my Jesus plz bless me[01:17.133](上帝保佑)[01:17.883]让我的思想灵感保持繁华[01:20.626]写字的笔 颤抖的手[01:23.136]变成风 再被刮走[01:25.626]充斥的冰 闭上的口[01:28.128]现在有谁在意我[01:30.374]i just speak to myself i know[01:31.636](我知道只有自己倾听)[01:33.121]在铃声打响了之后[01:35.882]从操场回到我的梦[01:38.382]至少那里不会太痛[01:39.889]HOOK:[01:40.386]我不会再打开门[01:41.619]这南柯一梦[01:42.870]the relief by my friend[01:44.108]但我们不同[01:45.378]我不想再往前走[01:46.628]承受不了痛[01:48.115]环绕遍布全身[01:49.108]再刮过一阵风[01:50.627]不理解我的人[01:51.610]永远不会懂[01:53.127]梦想是一个坑[01:54.135]和壁你来碰[01:55.381]我尽力地身子正[01:56.621]担子也很重[01:58.368]再怎么往前走[01:59.623]靠四年前的梦[02:00.359]verse2:[02:01.128]that’s my turn i’m legendary[02:01.638](传奇时刻到我了)[02:02.124]Turn grief into literature[02:02.880](将悲愤化为文字)[02:03.633]当我被压的喘不过气来[02:04.869]只有我的兄弟还在这儿[02:05.872]I'm a character main member[02:06.607](我是个角色了)[02:07.117]被欺凌我可看不得[02:08.631]这黑暗骑士和漫步者[02:09.879]get my sandwich and my hamburger[02:10.625](得到我该得到的)[02:11.133]my life is full of challenge[02:12.131](生活充满挑战)[02:12.617]不止谩骂还有贬低你[02:13.611]but no one can’t change me[02:14.375](无人可阻挠我)[02:14.868]now only fight for my family[02:15.867](现在只为至亲之人而战)[02:16.385]they wanna find me[02:17.132](想学到我的点)[02:17.632]i feel like i am Shakespeare[02:18.125](可以去看看莎士比亚)[02:18.886]在父系社会[02:19.882]u are loser我就要 你吗[02:20.881]你敢去经历我经历过的挫折 吗[02:23.369]你可以理解我或包容我 或者爬[02:26.134]不希望余音缭绕只留下破折号[02:28.618]我没有什么要求只希望能过的好[02:30.857]我多么希望我现在就破壳啊[02:33.124]而不是被温室包着 然后broke[02:36.126]我依旧还记得她 和她说的话[02:38.605]你是有出息的 为什么要做hiphop[02:50.619]HOOK:[02:51.108]我不会再打开门[02:51.879]这南柯一梦[02:53.629]the relief by my friend[02:54.627]但我们不同[02:55.883]我不想再往前走[02:56.874]承受不了痛[02:58.619]环绕遍布全身[02:59.616]再刮过一阵风[03:01.362]不理解我的人[03:02.137]永远不会懂[03:03.884]梦想是一个坑[03:04.878]和壁你来碰[03:06.113]我尽力地身子正[03:07.130]担子也很重[03:09.133]再怎么往前走[03:10.398]靠四年前的梦[03:11.385]OUTRO:[03:12.383]尽管那很痛[03:14.378]尽管那是一场梦[03:17.135]那是四年前的梦[03:29.380]收录于SHOKJIN EP 《PAIN》[03:32.393]2021