[00:00.000] 作词 : 赫兰Holland/4Biii[00:01.000] 作曲 : 赫兰Holland/4Biii[00:05.647]编曲:heath stone[00:09.895]混音:赫兰Holland[00:16.397]回忆不停闪烁在那梦境中[00:19.647]光影错乱就像是海市蜃楼[00:22.897]黑白颠倒拼命地寻找出口[00:26.147]大声呼喊逃离出这座牢笼[00:30.339]I’ve been trying to let go[00:33.589]All the shxt like domino[00:36.838]Almost feel outta control[00:40.089]God please take me home[00:43.089]I’ve been trying to let go[00:46.340]All the shxt like domino[00:49.838]Almost feel outta control[00:51.336]All the eyes on me so fuxxing cold[00:53.340]Like I’m in my funeral and[00:55.090]you know what im saying[00:55.840]虚伪的一切 you know what im saying[00:57.340]迷失了自己 drown in the pain[00:59.090]戴上了面具 无路可退[01:00.586]以为能坚持 不知疲惫[01:02.586]他说的对 她说的对[01:04.336]没人会站在你的立场[01:05.838]麻痹自己才不会受伤[01:07.589]那一晚我写下PTSD[01:09.089]feel like mixed personality[01:10.840]成长像选择题举棋不定[01:12.340]多希望一切都风平浪静[01:14.086]攀比 妒忌 猜疑 功利 自卑的空虚[01:17.086]不知何时我早落入这个陷阱[01:21.340]Maybe some day I will let you see[01:24.588]In the limbo runaway but its too deep[01:27.836]All the devil sharpen all their teeth[01:31.086]And honestly they were just made by me[01:34.090]Oh by my side 我想得到救赎 but im running outta time[01:39.589]if i got a chance 让这一切都重来[01:42.836]I will be like Evan 只带着遗憾离开[02:13.090]所以我现在就这么带着遗憾离开了吗[02:16.340]说起我还在这里不断的挣扎呢吗[02:19.590]我自己的信仰也早都已崩塌了吧[02:22.086]他们说得吗 自己做的吗 无根的梦戳破了吗[02:24.586]牢笼里雨还不停下[02:25.838]对 你说的对[02:27.087]you dont have to get all the shxt paid[02:29.090]fake everything fake[02:30.340]是否这一切都没有错对[02:32.090]风暴里听到的呢喃它也许是梦[02:33.840]撑到了风停遗憾的只留下了洞[02:35.589]扔到了一边以为一切成空[02:37.086]逆向的生长因为经历过痛[02:39.086]经历 着的 一切 都[02:42.337]快要 把我 给逼 疯[02:45.590]无法 逃出 我的 梦[02:49.087]lucid dream 明知虚假却仍在冲[02:52.337]how can you fxxking say I was wrong[02:55.340]be alone but I dont feel alone[02:58.590]你们的微笑其实我都懂[03:02.086]我也已经逃离幻想中的梦