[00:00.000] 作词 : Morgan Murphy[00:01.000] 作曲 : Morgan Murphy[00:15.683]You hate it when I leave, I wish that I could stay[00:18.395]I wish that we could fly, to somewhere far away[00:21.952]Sometimes I'm feelin' good, but never feelin' great[00:25.260]If our love is so golden, why'd it fade to gray?[00:28.339](Why'd it fade to gray)[00:29.533]Still feelin like an outcast[00:31.598]I've got some close friends[00:33.164]But we don't even talk anymore[00:35.948]And recently I've learned that the older that I grow[00:39.912]I care less and less than before[00:43.065]Can't tell if I'm numb, or I'm just growin' up[00:46.012]I'm getting so good, at covering it up[00:49.374]It's like a full time job, at being in my head[00:53.003]I'm my own boss, I've got the needle and the thread[00:56.879]I'm getting so good[01:00.873]I'm getting so good[01:04.320]I'm getting so good[01:11.356]Feel lonely when you leave, but girl I gotta go[01:14.216]I wish that we could fly out to somewhere on the coast[01:17.665]Right now I'm feeling good, I wouldn't call it great[01:21.173]Why am I so lonely, but lock myself away?[01:24.777]And I hate that it got brushed off when I was just a kid[01:29.174]It made me so sad when I was young[01:31.845]This anxiety grew with me[01:34.565]It's hard to talk about it but I feel it when I'm numb[01:39.044]Can't tell if I'm numb, or I'm just growin' up[01:41.988]I'm getting so good, at covering it up[01:45.541]It's like a full time job, at being in my head[01:49.043]I'm my own boss, I've got the needle and the thread[01:52.688]I'm getting so good[01:57.223]I'm getting so good[02:01.108]I'm getting so good[02:06.569]Tell me what's so good about living with the pain[02:09.498]If I got one life I don't wanna feel the same[02:12.788]If you loved me now, I don't think I'd feel the same[02:16.206]Cause the weight on my head really damagin' my brain[02:19.880]Tell me what's so good about living with the pain[02:23.323]If I got one life I don't wanna feel the same[02:26.711]If you loved me now, I don't think I'd feel the same[02:30.388]Cause the weight on my head really damagin' my brain[02:36.802]Can't tell if I'm numb, or I'm just growin' up[02:40.114]I'm getting so good, at covering it up[02:43.561]It's like a full time job, at being in my head[02:47.115]I'm my own boss, I've got the needle and the thread[02:51.074]I'm getting so good[02:55.130]I'm getting so good[02:59.038]I'm getting so good