[00:00.000] 作词 : Alex O'Connor[00:01.000] 作曲 : Alex O'Connor[01:05.107]I've had back pain for most of my life[01:11.539]And the most I ever did was see the duck[01:16.083]And the duck told me my back was alright[01:21.163]He had initials in his shirt, he had a nice expensive watch[01:26.928]I thought he knew what he was doing or at least what was right[01:33.154]He made me fill a pice of paper out wiyh different questions all above[01:39.052]My health, wellbeing and the state of my life[01:43.031]I'll tell the truth, I'm only lying to myself if I should lie[01:47.827]So, I answered everything and did my best to keep it real in between the lines[01:56.807]I gave it back to him, he took it his time and read the paper over once or twice[02:05.753]He looked at me as if to say I need to tell you something[02:10.600]And don't prepare to tell me something nice[02:14.767]He wanted to know how much I tend to drink and smoke[02:19.602]I told him how it was and then he gave me this advice[02:23.602]He said, "Ease up on stress, you don't help yourself much"[02:28.314]It's too intense for you to take, you'll only tense up[02:33.502]And you see you have these issues[02:35.769]And you struggle to relax[02:37.946]So you come see me the doctor to get something for your back[02:41.957]But this piece of paper tells me more you should address[02:45.837]"I see some anger in you, plus addiction, plus the rest"[02:51.465]"I feel like we should speak about this before it comes first"[02:55.017]"And I know a lot of people who can help for what it's worth"[02:59.532]I said, "I don't know if you don't understand man my back just ****ing hurts"[03:06.695]Do I need physiotherapy or is it something worse?[03:11.468]He paused an then he asked me "Well, I thought we should do"[03:15.220]I said "If I knew that then you wouldn't be here man I'm asking you"[03:24.541]He handed me to someone who gave me a blood test[03:27.563]Who handed me to someone else who took my payment[03:30.845]And took all of my ****ing patience[03:32.688]I should at this point the doctor left[03:36.083]And I resented that man, I never went back to him again[03:42.323]Well you know in a weird way I feel like maybe he was right[03:48.902]I may be using my back pain to distract from the pain of life[03:55.225]Feel it all externally, when really it's just inside[03:59.316]Procrastinating, confrontation, every single time[04:04.908]So thank you Mr. Doctor man for being sincere[04:11.353]I- I guess I just didn't wanna hear what I wanna hear, okay