[00:42.67]She lifts her skirt up to her knees[00:45.91]Walks through garden of[00:47.91]Roses with her bare feet laughing[00:49.78]I never learned to count my blessings[00:57.52]I choose instead to dwell in my disaster[01:01.07][01:04.13]I walk on the down the hill[01:09.43]Through grass grown tall and brown[01:11.99]And still it's hard somehow to let go of my pain[01:16.55][01:19.11]On past the busted back and[01:20.92]of that old and rusted Cadillac[01:24.10]that sinks into this field collecting rain[01:28.59][01:30.15]Will I always feel this way[01:37.58][01:41.88]So empty so estranged[01:49.43][01:59.17]And of these cut through busted sunsets[02:01.23]These cold and damp white[02:04.35]Mornings I have grown weary[02:09.84][02:10.71]And through my cracked[02:12.40]And dusty dimestore lips[02:13.58]I spoke these words out[02:15.77]Loud with no one to hear me[02:19.07][02:22.94]Lay your blouse across the chair[02:26.37]Let fall the flowers from your hair[02:29.06][02:29.74]And kiss me with that country mouth so plain[02:33.49][02:35.36]Outside the rain is tapping on the leaves[02:38.98]To me its sounds like they're[02:40.91]Applauding us the quiet we've made[02:46.47][02:47.15]Will I always feel this way[02:54.08][02:59.09]So empty so estranged[03:05.89][03:45.73]Well, I looked my demons in the eyes[03:49.09]Lay bare my chest said "Do your best[03:51.78]Destroy me[03:53.96][03:57.39]You see I've been to hell and back so many times[04:01.76]I must admit you kind of bore me "[04:06.88][04:09.50]There's a lot of things that can kill a man[04:12.62]There's a lot of ways to die[04:15.05]Yes and some already dead that walk beside me[04:20.42][04:21.35]There's a lot of things I don't understand[04:23.54]Why so many people lie[04:26.84]it's the hurt I hide that[04:28.97]Fuels the fires inside me[04:31.96]Will I always feel this way[04:40.32][04:45.06]So empty so estranged