[00:00.518]Green Star -PEARS[00:01.131]Written by :PEARS[00:12.49]Garbed in misery a mirror of my world vomit still speckles my bib[00:17.256]Lowly imps of pity swarm like buzzards in the sun[00:19.895]To lull me to sleep in my crib[00:22.571]I dream of you and then I dream of something else[00:25.167]I lust to be lustful once more[00:28.733]Recounting failures I have failed once again[00:30.843]The kismit I cannot ignore[00:34.731]Inside of this crater I have combed for days[00:40.294]For any small sliver moments looped replayed[00:45.940]I wanted to save you[00:48.515]I haven't the strength to save us both[00:51.671]I long to be near you your ship is now miles out from my coast[00:57.294]I still get your messages[00:59.853]No flickers of light will bring you back what was almost blinding[01:05.444]Fades slowly to black[01:20.746]Alone confused with a body I abused silenced by a monster in my place[01:26.931]Defeat passenger seat driver steals my voice and wears my face[01:32.949]I wanted to save you I haven't the strength to save us both[01:38.244]I long to be near you your ship is now miles out from my coast[01:43.831]I still get your messages[01:46.422]They're useless but mean the world to me recalling my mother[01:51.513]Smiling down at the proud little boy I used to be[01:54.990]This river runs higher[02:00.476]To all I've ever desired[02:06.208]I washed up on purpose[02:12.18]Drowning on the surface[02:14.296]In envy of what he became a dying green star