[00:00.000] 作词 : 巨蛙TOS[00:01.000] 作曲 : 巨蛙TOS[00:15.767]I'm afraid to be myself[00:18.947]Because Idon't want to be laughed at[00:23.180]I'm afraid to be myself[00:26.673]They'll thinkI'm an anomaly[00:31.051]too hard too hard[00:38.398]too hard too hard[00:43.977]Idon't know what I should do[00:45.833]They just tell me what i can do[00:47.697]This feel not feeling good[00:49.235]I wanted to fightthat's true[00:51.044]I've never been who I really am[00:52.950]I have tried to change in the past[00:54.808]Ready to laugh at mewho's next[00:56.634]I will kill myself at the end[01:00.533]too hard too hard[01:07.882]too hard too hard[01:13.466]I've been staring at the ceiling Thinking what we could be[01:16.875]No matter how hard it was[01:18.641]i'm feeling strong enough to keep[01:20.878]Writing lyrics sneak out through the shatter[01:22.917]Watching parents fighting cause they love ya[01:24.770]Aching so hard I could not breath ya[01:26.690]Feeling deep down in the shadow[01:28.396]And why should I be so tough dealing shitty life[01:31.688]though I can not get high ever since the smoke that I quit[01:35.641]In my lung I can feel it burning[01:37.660]got no time to see my gp[01:39.516]Watching myself start to fading[01:41.380]Needing more love and more xanny[01:43.244]Idon't know why I need to sleep[01:47.163]Don't know why I need to think[01:50.467]Why couldn't the world shut up for a bit[01:54.074]Whycouldn't summer cooler with no breeze[01:59.136]I'm afraid to be myself[02:02.321]Because Idon't want to be laughed at[02:06.491]I'm afraid to be myself[02:10.200]They'll thinkI'm an anomaly[02:14.336]too hard too hard[02:21.679]too hard too hard