[00:00.000] 作词 : Artur Aigner[00:01.000] 作曲 : Artur Aigner[01:03.117]ARAI:[01:06.626]I’m so old[01:09.890]f**king old[01:19.663]My mind has tried to change myself[01:22.923]And kept me running from myself[01:26.183]For years[01:33.208]I’ve tried it all[01:36.219]I’ve never changed[01:37.476]I’m not satisfied with current states[01:39.235]My entire life is acting strange[01:44.004]And I don’t like it[01:47.764]I’m afraid of staying scatterbrained[01:51.024]My whole future me would never change[01:54.536]Cause I’ve seen it all like Dr. Strange[01:57.545]Man I don’t like it[02:00.806]I don’t like it[02:43.440]The way[02:45.448]I should feel[02:48.207]Seems so desperately out of reach[02:54.228]It’s like I’m moving on a circle[02:59.239]I can’t see[03:06.260]By the way[03:07.513]What is time[03:10.269]Why I’m so scared of my lifetime[03:17.043]I should think less and use more of it all the time[03:28.581]All the time[03:32.844][03:37.359]Uzuhan:[03:40.621]I didn’t like the shape of my legs[03:42.377]Felt bulky I wish they were straight like an edge[03:45.137]Pull it over my head[03:46.391]When I put on the threads[03:47.895]I think it looks better on the manikin[03:49.901]I only see the defects[03:51.404]I only see the blemishes[03:52.660]I only see the things I wanna change in comparison[03:55.415]I only see the ways and fall short but you will never guess[03:57.925]I wanna learn to love my own skin[03:59.430]I wanna cherish it[04:00.683]I wanna see this all as a part of my journey[04:02.954]I’m not embarrassed it[04:04.958]People think that I should have figured out[04:07.218]Self acceptance it’s such a long road[04:09.980]Hope you learn to travel alone and make you way out[04:12.488]While it’s twist and turn you might trip and burn[04:14.745]But discover a power you didn’t see at first[04:18.004]Maybe this ain’t all that bad[04:20.008][04:43.569]And I wanna see this all as a part of my journey[04:46.073]I’m not embarrassed it (not embarrassed it)[04:47.577]People think that I should have figured out (f**k that)[04:49.832]Self fix-up and it’s such a long road (long road)[04:52.591]Hope you learn to travel alone and make you way out (way out)[04:55.097]While it’s twist and turn you might trip and burn[04:57.605]But discover a power you didn’t see at first[05:00.614]Maybe this ain’t all that bad