[00:00.000] 作词 : Tom MacDonald/Nova Paholek[00:01.000] 作曲 : Tom MacDonald/Nova Paholek[00:18.196] It's not the liquor I'm addicted to, it's feeling brave[00:21.001] The feeling of not feeling the pain[00:23.153] I been on and off the bottle, I put oxys up my nostrils, believe me[00:25.806] You do anything to breathe before you suffocate[00:28.127] I couldn't stop it, staying clean was not an option[00:30.116] I was tryna be myself but being me was such a problem[00:32.437] I just wanted to be Thomas, but Thomas was at the bottom of a hole he dug[00:35.167] And getting comfortable inside a coffin, ay[00:38.234] He locked it and swallowed the key, he caught up, forgot all his dreams[00:40.322] Robbed outta calm and became embalmed in a toxic routine[00:43.361] Beer was the escape but I got stuck escaping[00:45.647] Whiskey was the blanket in the coldest basement[00:48.236] Way before the fame, I was wasted[00:49.895] Freezing, doing anything I could to keep the flame lit[00:52.989] To anyone going through the same sh!t[00:54.627] Heaven's got enough angels, you need to stay here[00:57.140][00:57.303] And I can't make you stay but sometimes going ain't a choice[01:01.832] And every choice you make is one that you didn't avoid[01:05.930][01:06.039] Crash the whip and ditch the car, burn a bridge, follow the stars[01:10.907] You'll find monsters in the dark but nothing's worth it till it's hard[01:16.385] Sometimes it's hard to see things clear (Through your tears)[01:21.038] But anywhere is way better than here (Fight your fears)[01:25.237][01:25.511] It's not the liquor I'm addicted to, it's feeling tough[01:28.170] When you get bullied half your life you feel weak like you just ain't enough[01:31.230] Then you have a couple drinks and you catch a buzz[01:33.090] And finally have the courage to defend yourself and throw a punch[01:35.729] And that adrenaline goes straight into your brain and blood[01:38.122] Addicted to the confidence, it's practically the greatest drug[01:40.745] Chasing dragons every night in all the latest clubs[01:42.766] What used to be your favorite thing somehow became a dangerous crutch[01:45.648] It was what it was[01:47.367] And that's the thing, it can happen to like any of us[01:49.913] I had great parents, tight friends, strong walls, nice threads[01:52.551] Good school, good looking, good grades, time spent[01:55.492] Being normal only lasted for a while[01:57.504] One bad choice sparked a downward spiral[01:59.594] I've spent half my life tryna climb outta that hole[02:01.761] Heaven's got angels, we need you at home[02:04.333][02:04.546] And I can't make you stay but sometimes going ain't a choice[02:09.100] And every choice you make is one that you didn't avoid[02:13.273][02:13.601] Crash the whip and ditch the car, burn a bridge, follow the stars[02:18.348] You'll find monsters in the dark but nothing's worth it till it's hard[02:23.599] Sometimes it's hard to see things clear (Through your tears)[02:28.217] But anywhere is way better than here (Fight your fears)[02:32.756][02:32.803] It ain't the liquor we're addicted to, it's everything else[02:35.630] The happiness we had but we forget how it felt[02:38.079] We been drinking with the devil 'cause we're going through hell[02:40.113] Pray to God for a little bit of help[02:42.513] Man, I been there, I did those things, I drank those drinks[02:44.827] I took those pills, I puked in sinks[02:47.354] And the truth ain't pretty, listen up, it's a tough one[02:50.263] You get saved by your angels or become one[02:52.583][02:52.909] Crash the whip and ditch the car, burn a bridge, follow the stars[02:57.953] You'll find monsters in the dark but nothing's worth it till it's hard[03:03.082] Sometimes it's hard to see things clear (Through your tears)[03:07.787] But anywhere is way better than here (Fight your fears)