[00:10.94]Took me a little too long to believe, but I'm a believer now[00:17.47]Relieved so[00:18.32]I killed my demons[00:20.04]I killed the reaper[00:21.62]I lit the reefer, upped[00:23.85]The speakers[00:25.03]I don't really care about anything else[00:27.94]Imma make it there and i won't ever leave the house[00:31.12]Where the **** were my friends when i was down?[00:34.55]Cut 'em all off i'm just alone now[00:36.74]Yeah what about the fact you don't know me?[00:39.61]Don't know why i feel like the past is a bad thing[00:42.52]I don't regret it just wish someone would have warned me[00:45.91]What love really is and all the **** that that brings[00:49.28]Watch me try and hold all of that[00:51.06]It's a backache[00:52.28]I still don't know how i pack all of that weight[00:55.23]***** i'm smoking back to back[00:57.09]***** i'm that baked[00:58.86]I'm just tryna make happy a sad face (yeah, yeah)[01:01.99]I'm so sick of singing love songs[01:05.77]I just stay alone[01:07.30]I don't need to love someone[01:09.00]I'm just a ghost[01:10.06]My head foggy and cold[01:11.94]I try my best but[01:13.41]Guess i'm just a lost soul[01:14.94]Took another large dose[01:16.61]Ay, I been like this all my life[01:19.08]Trust me you don't ever need to tell me twice[01:22.33]What makes you believe that i'd[01:25.80]Ever get a thing listening to your advice[01:28.40]Yeah what about the fact you don't know me?[01:31.04]Don't know why i feel like the past is a bad thing[01:33.81]I don't regret it just wish someone would have warned me[01:37.00]What love really is and all the **** that that brings[01:40.67]Watch me try and hold all of that[01:42.22]It's a backache[01:43.54]I still don't know how i pack all of that weight[01:46.78]***** i'm smoking back to back[01:48.70]***** i'm that baked[01:49.72]I'm just tryna make happy a sad face (yeah, yeah)[02:06.67]Backstage singing with my head in my hands[02:10.06]Either scared or embracing the fear it depends[02:13.57]Hear what they're telling me but it doesn't make sense[02:16.73]They want me like everyone else[02:18.34]But i know i ain't them[02:19.87]My thoughts start to trail and then[02:21.58]I start to panic[02:22.74]And i'm still wondering when will i stop[02:25.68]The damage[02:26.23]I stopped giving in and I started defending[02:29.37]I'm not the villain but i'm not the heaven[02:32.30]Yeah what about the fact you don't know me?[02:34.79]Don't know why i feel like the past is a bad thing[02:37.44]I don't regret it just wish someone would have warned me[02:40.86]What love really is and all the **** that that brings[02:44.41]Watch me try and hold all of that[02:46.27]It's a backache[02:47.66]I still don't know how i pack all of that weight[02:50.60]***** i'm smoking back to back[02:52.79]***** i'm that baked[02:54.01]I'm just tryna make happy a sad face (yeah, yeah)