[00:21.929] I been looking for the sun for 7 days but all i see is this rain[00:25.130] Thats been coming down,[00:25.911] peeped the sky all I saw was gray[00:27.371] Should I leave or should I stay?[00:28.989] cause my inspiration to paint these pictures[00:31.201] Been limited,[00:31.803] my colors ain't many can feel them dimming[00:33.820] Another page,[00:34.947] in my book of life I been tryna climb[00:36.745] These obstacles are they real or optical illusions[00:39.126] Man i can't say,[00:40.360] where I'm headed but where I came from[00:42.178] You make the bed that you lay in[00:43.610] no matter what dream you chasing[00:45.086] And i'm chasing I ain't running away,[00:46.574] you gotta know the difference[00:48.127] A coward dies 1000 times its all scientific[00:50.922] I only got one life to live and i don't whats the distance i gotta run[00:54.688] Just like Nipsey I marathon,[00:56.295] mothers losing they sons and they daughters[00:58.291] Its like the sun and the water evaporated just to do the same thing[01:01.945] Will the cycle ever change?[01:03.348] i'm from the land of the slaughtered where they locking up our fathers[01:06.151] Tryna lock us up disorder is all the order we know[01:08.927] The law and order been ordered to cut us down fo we grow[01:11.715] And they poisoned our seeds,[01:12.800] when mother nature clashed with father time[01:14.599] I found a second to rhyme on my enviroment[01:16.850] and try to find the beauty that surround the ****[01:19.264] Wondering around my state of mind and what i find[01:21.590] Is that its so much **** to find as i try to expand my knowledge[01:24.678] My prescription from Phoniks,[01:26.029] procussion, trumpets, the sonic vibrations[01:28.074] We like a band that play for SEGA but its not a game[01:30.879] Suffered a lot of pain so i'm grateful for what i gain[01:33.285] A different cloth,[01:34.002] learned from mistakes even when they left a stain[01:36.259] This **** was made for me,[01:37.658] stress my moma but i'm knowing that she pray for me[01:40.671] Stuck in the eye of the hurricane, swerving tryna fly[01:43.492] i ain't certain whats in my way[01:44.910] But i know i gotta maintain through the rain[01:47.355] Counting my blessings thankful for another day[01:49.850] Use every second tryna find my way up out this mother ******