Privately Owned Spiral Galaxy - Crywank.mp3

[00:00.00] 作曲 : James William Clayton
[00:11.58]Thought cycle gusty a mind filled with hot air
[00:14.01]Must I care for nothing more than myself? Do l dare?
[00:16.62]Admit the fraught thoughts cavorting? Resorting in inner-directed mourning
[00:19.78]For the part of me that was selfless but left without a warning
[00:22.58]Well,that's what I said, but maybe it's the fact that l detest
[00:25.35]This obsession with myself that leaves a mess inside my head
[00:28.22]Oh shit, I'm doing it again, repelling any potential friend
[00:31.02]Revealing my innate ability to never fully comprehend
[00:33.99]Anything bigger than myself, but in the end I still pretend
[00:36.58]Condescending anyone polite enough to choose to misspend their time
[00:39.79]Watching me as l achieve my secret social mission
[00:42.46]To drain people with my boring stories and opinions
[00:45.36]To see the bigger picture takes intelligence and wisdom
[00:47.84]But I won't see nothing more with just myself in my vision
[00:50.87]Aah...
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[01:22.32]I go outside a blitz of faces unwilling to confess to any empathy
[01:25.04]Endlessly incessantly declining any pleasantries
[01:27.96]Heavily breathing, socially teething, I'm open like a vivisection
[01:30.84]Intense tendency to do well, seething over misconnections
[01:33.68]Infected by my perceptions that I'm a non-entity
[01:36.09]Project my insecurity until intensity is weaponry
[01:38.88]Grieving a heavenly fiction I perceived while l was dreaming
[01:41.42]Awake! Freezing, wheezing, fundamentally I'm still believing that
[01:44.32]This is an elegy for concepts I conceived in deep sleep
[01:46.69]As I helplessly watch them fade whilst l awake, I try and keep them alive
[01:49.83]Incomparable with life but eventually they die
[01:52.49]And the brain l used to cultivate reveals my lovers were a lie
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[02:27.60]But when inside my mind l find a way to replicate reality
[02:30.55]Through lucid dreaming l decimate the limitations of actuality
[02:33.22]Capacity practically etermal, mortality external
[02:35.93]No God but l investigate the blasphemous worship of the nocturnal
[02:38.57]Internally existing without morality creates profanities without the travesty
[02:41.65]And compared to the apathy of realness I reveal my own insanity
[02:44.35]The majesty of fantasy protects me from tragedy
[02:47.04]Normality's effects traject the agony of rationality
[02:49.28]Which thankfully penetrates with no avail to my unreality
[02:51.58]An elaborately designed privately owned spiral galaxy
[02:54.64]Financially I'm failing, naturally decaying
[02:57.01]Soon I'll have no safe place to sleep if these bills still need paying
[02:59.99]Displaying cravings with open eyes for something mind expanding
[03:02.74]For when I drift away I see the totality of understanding
[03:05.35]Aah...