[00:00.000] 作词 : LBRN[00:01.000] 作曲 : LBRN[00:02.000] 编曲 : LBRN[00:04.200]If I were to tell you, I hated you as much as I loved you[00:13.082]Sitting down and think about, all that you did for me is something new[00:22.301]I picture your face, a face I'll only see in photographs[00:31.666]If someone told me, that you are a great man I might just laugh,[00:40.484]I might agree with them, oh but you're so much more[00:49.602]Enough to make me suffer, to think that d***h is the only way[00:58.818]But you made me learn that, for men there's no black and white but grey[01:08.517]Picture my tears, how they fell and how my laughter sounds[01:17.535]It's indescribable, it's hard and it hurts and it's something profound.[01:30.701]I wish I could simply hate you,[01:39.935]but things just had to be so difficult[01:48.818]I wish I could tell to you to your face how I feel,[01:58.167]But I can't cause now you are not here anymore.[02:12.252]If I were to say to you, everything I had in mind to your face[02:21.402]I'll try not to cry to you if I did I'll try to not leave a trace.[02:30.751]Picture your face, a face I'll only see in photographs.[02:39.801]If someone told me, that you are a great man I might just laugh.[02:52.835]I'll laugh at them and tell them how you tortured me,[03:02.049]But I won't cause I treat you respectingly.[03:11.464]You hurt me though you loved me so much,[03:20.299]And only realized that recently, I realized that recently.[03:34.053]I wish I could simply hate you,[03:44.082]but things just had to be so difficult[03:52.217]I wish I could tell to you to your face how I feel,[04:01.373]But I can't cause now you are not here anymore.