[00:00.000] 作词 : Sean Haywood/Luke Gawne[00:01.000] 作曲 : Sean Haywood/Luke Gawne[00:02.256]I woulda stayed with you till the end of time[00:04.636]You were like the reason I became the dude that they despise[00:07.294]***** I laid with you in this bed of lies[00:09.689]Every ******* day, 7:45 AM I was late for school[00:13.140]But still I stayed home praying that this pain would subside[00:16.330]Please, just one time, God heal my ill mind[00:18.203]I will find a reason to live before I kill myself[00:22.448]Depression almost made me do it, betrayed me[00:24.847]And it made me ruthless, I'm ******* crazy, baby[00:27.241]No need to label me stupid, already knew it[00:29.625]Not a human, I'm a mutant, he was born in the sewer, yeah[00:32.805]But still I maneuvered out the gutter[00:34.953]Made myself some bread, spreading out the butter[00:38.138]Some to my bros, a lot to my mother[00:40.532]Swear to God I'm never gonna fail under pressure, getting very close[00:44.519]My cell keeps ringing, leave me alone[00:49.312]We're not that close, don't call my phone[00:54.617]And act like you care now, but you never did[00:59.935]All you want is a handout, it's what it always is[01:04.217]It's what it always is[01:05.010]Jogging your memory I'm reminding you there's so much I was tryna prove[01:07.428]Rather than go and buy new shoes, I saved a dime or two for some studio time[01:10.866]And yes I had anxiety 'cause I was new to rhyming but I knew I had to try it[01:14.600]Then was failing school so everything was riding on me[01:16.981]Showing up inside the booth[01:18.309]And spitting rhymes to blow me up so mom can retire[01:20.702]Look at you now, Luke, uninspired from running untired[01:23.093]But hell no, failure's not an option, coming down to the wire[01:26.287]I feel the weight of the world, my shoulder blades, how they curl[01:28.401]Pressure is breaking my neck, ten thousand people expect[01:31.069]Me to deliver my soul even when nothing is left[01:33.720]Gotta dig deep in my chest, ninety nine reasons to stress[01:37.130]Hell, I be aiming for more, momma she need me to blow[01:39.250]Twenty five years even bro, promised I'd buy her a home[01:42.172]I feel the weight of the world[01:43.232]I feel the weight of the world[01:44.573](I feel the weight of the world)[01:46.158](I feel the weight of the world)[01:49.084]My cell keeps ringing, leave me alone[01:53.885]We're not that close, don't call my phone[01:59.190]And act like you care now, but you never did[02:04.499]All you want is a handout, it's what it always is[02:08.487]It's what it always is[02:09.566]That's just what it always is, who's then left to call a friend[02:12.203]Publicly, I'm crying out for help, nobody offered it[02:14.601]The industry would let me die if it meant more views[02:16.985]No, they don't care, they're profiting[02:18.314]Long as I keep entertaining the audience[02:20.172]**** it though, if I'm going down in flames, I better tuck and roll[02:22.836]Then get it back up with a punctured hole in my lung and a busted nose[02:25.219]But I'm still never ducking no punches though, my stomach rumbles, I'm under pressure[02:28.426]Been hungry for too long, yo, Luke gone, we cutting it close[02:31.354]My cell keeps ringing, leave me alone[02:36.954]We're not that close, don't call my phone[02:42.526]And act like you care now, but you never did[02:47.581]All you want is a handout, it's what it always is[02:51.573]It's what it always is