[00:12.18]And I'm trapped in my own world[00:14.43]Nothing feels right[00:15.63]My head's in a twirl[00:17.06]I bloodied up my bed[00:18.47]I'm sick of taking meds[00:19.91]Can't get you out my head[00:21.37]Can't get you out my head[00:22.95][00:22.97]And I'm sick of all the bullshit[00:26.23]I can't take it anymore[00:29.32]It's like I'm caught in an endless line of negativity[00:34.09][00:34.10]And I just watch the rain fall[00:35.72]I bang my head on the wall[00:37.10]I can't answer your call[00:38.54]I'm bleeding from my eyeballs[00:39.97]And I'm having withdraws[00:41.41]My body's shaking uncaused[00:42.79]I need to put my life on pause[00:44.23]I perform then you applaud[00:45.70][00:45.75]Standing at the crossroads my mind is altered[00:48.54]Constantly struggling I'm turning monster[00:51.42]Formatting myself please let me restate[00:54.18]Losing faith yeah I think this is my fate[00:57.95][00:57.97]But I wake up feeling sad[01:00.74]I just want you out my head[01:03.56]Cut my vein it's bleeding red[01:06.36]Cried all night yeah I am scared[01:08.40][01:08.45]And I just wait for your call[01:09.88]Shorty said she wanna ball[01:11.32]Then she ghosts me like Shoko[01:12.73]I need a girl like Kato[01:14.22]And I am having trauma[01:15.63]Feel like I'm Monokuma[01:17.07]Setting up Holy Grail Wars[01:18.43]Fate/Stay Night Rin Tohsaka[01:20.44][01:20.75]And I'm trapped in my own world[01:22.89]Nothing feels right[01:24.04]My head's in a twirl[01:25.53]I bloodied up my bed[01:26.92]I'm sick of taking meds[01:28.40]Can't get you out my head[01:29.70][01:29.74]And every day I wanna strangle myself think it's fine but it's not ok[01:34.15]And I just really hate to live like this[01:36.92]But that's just how it ****in' is and it's stayed that way[01:40.03]Got a feeling in my stomach I just can't seem to fight it[01:42.46]Fly away from here no I don't wanna live like this[01:48.23]And it's clear that I hate it[01:50.24]But I can never face it[01:52.10](I just want you here in my arms)[01:53.95][01:53.98]And I'm sick of all the bullshit[01:57.48]I can't take it anymore[02:00.54]It's like I'm caught in an endless line of negativity[02:05.38][02:05.39]And I just watch the rain fall[02:06.91]I bang my head on the wall[02:08.35]I can't answer your call[02:09.86]I'm bleeding from my eyeballs[02:11.22]And I'm having withdraws[02:12.63]My body's shaking uncaused[02:14.04]I need to put my life on pause[02:15.50]I perform then you applaud