[00:15.103]Everyday is a struggle between what I wanna say[00:21.610]And what I should keep to myself[00:26.409]And the words that manage to leave my lips[00:30.736]Don't hurt me, but they hurt everyone else[00:36.839]So I find myself in need of a pause[00:44.396]I'm not sure why, but I think that it's because[00:50.230]of this desire to be what others want me to be[00:56.730]Which is nothing close to me[00:59.961]But I'll see better when the smoke clears[01:02.501]When the smoke clears inside my head[01:06.076]And I can listen when the screaming doesn't repeat everything I've said[01:11.857]All that remains is me and who I am at the end of the day[01:18.716]And this happens everyday[01:38.270]And Everyday is a battle between what I wanna know[01:44.926]And what I don't wanna figure out[01:50.362]And everything in between in these thoughts of mine[01:56.000]That you know I can't live without[02:00.426]So I find myself in need of a pause[02:08.006]I'm not sure why, but I think that it's because[02:14.050]Of this desire to be what others want me to be[02:20.681]Which is nothing close to me[02:23.550]But I'll see better when the smoke clears[02:25.783]When the smoke clears inside my head[02:29.471]And I can listen when the screaming doesn't repeat everything I've said[02:35.431]All that remains is me and who I am at the end of the day[02:41.521]And this happens everyday[03:11.963]But I'll see better when the smoke clears[03:13.824]When the smoke clears inside my head[03:17.559]And I can listen when the screaming doesn't repeat everything I've said[03:23.353]And all that remains is me and who I am at the end of the day[03:29.422]And this happens everyday[03:33.496]Oh this happens everyday[03:41.727]You know it happens everyday