[00:00.040]All the times I have laid in your light[00:05.680]When your love kept me safe through the night[00:10.160]All the time, I was sure you were mine[00:16.050]And before time demands our goodbye[00:21.030]Can you sing me a last lullaby?[00:26.710]It's been a while since I last dreamt[00:28.350]Barely remember what it's like to dream[00:30.940]Finding it hard to get to sleep, too stressed[00:33.480]And there ain't anyone to sing a lullaby to me[00:36.020]Pretend shit doesn't get to me[00:37.770]And I suffer in silence when I'm hurting[00:40.010]A man's problems are his own[00:41.600]And it's my burden[00:42.790]Tossing and turning, trying to get to sleep[00:44.980]But I find it hard to switch off when my mind's working[00:47.970]I ponder on things I shouldn't bother with[00:50.210]Off the rails, my train of thought's wandering[00:52.890]Sick of pretending to be so happy[00:55.280]All the while my anxiety eats away at me[00:57.880]My skin crawls, I look up to the sky[01:00.270]And it falls, the walls close in and it's[01:02.810]As if all the good in my life disappears[01:05.200]In an instant, happiness is so distant[01:07.240]So seeing the ones who I love, the ones who love me[01:10.470]But I don't wanna tell em how I feel in case they judge me[01:13.160]It's just me, wish I could let somebody in[01:15.560]But I ain't ever been too trusting[01:17.200]All the times I have laid in your light[01:22.580]When your love kept me safe through the night[01:27.300]All the time, I was sure you were mine[01:32.890]And before time demands our goodbye[01:38.160]Can you sing me a last lullaby?[02:05.030]I've barely had any sleep when I get up[02:07.310]Sick of all these nightmares and these night terrors[02:10.010]Like it's only when I'm leathered that I sleep better[02:12.550]Might sleep better when I get up, I'm weak[02:15.040]It just makes my day harder, I wonder if[02:17.280]It would've been any different if I had a father that I knew[02:20.970]Could it have helped shape the way that I grew?[02:23.510]But the point of things I never have went from[02:25.050]Being a reason for the things that I do[02:27.050]To just being an excuse that I'd use[02:29.490]I've gotta take responsibility for the things I do[02:32.080]Find something other than negativity for my fuel[02:34.910]But I feed off it, even when I don't seem bothered[02:37.500]I hide everything that's going on inside[02:39.900]Guess it's been a while since I've been honest, I need help[02:42.690]But I deny it and even lie to myself like I'm fine[02:44.930]All the times I have laid in your light[02:49.900]When your love kept me safe through the night[02:54.730]All the time, I was sure you were mine[03:00.450]And before time demands our goodbye[03:05.330]Can you sing me a last lullaby?[03:11.090]I just wish someone would tell me it would be OK[03:13.640]But pessimism leads me to believe that it won't[03:16.330]To see even a glimmer of hope in the darkness[03:18.970]Is hard and depression is a slippery slope[03:21.460]I don't wanna do what my dad did with a rope, though[03:23.940]So I carry on even though it's hard to[03:26.580]The only thing that's definite is death and things always change[03:29.370]As long as you give em a chance to[03:30.760]All the times I have laid in your light[03:36.150]When your love kept me safe through the night[03:41.070]All the time, I was sure you were mine[03:46.600]And before time demands our goodbye[03:51.580]Can you sing me a last lullaby?[04:06.020](Can you sing me a last lullaby?)[04:18.560]All the times I have laid in your light[04:23.700]When your love kept me safe through the night[04:28.230]All the time, I was sure you were mine[04:33.950]And before time demands our goodbye[04:39.040]Can you sing me a last lullaby?