[00:00.000] 作词 : William Gibbons[00:01.000] 作曲 : William Gibbons[01:04.476]June came a little too early,[01:06.473]and summer ended a little too late[01:08.988]and now I’m gonna be behind on work[01:12.980]I miss the east coast humidity[01:14.874]I never thought I’d say those words,[01:17.128]but I guess I got a lot of reading done[01:20.762]Hey I really loved War and Peace,[01:22.897]but will I feel the same in 15 years, I don’t know[01:29.041]Time passed a little too slowly,[01:31.251]but it’s only because I know I’m stuck[01:33.231]It took some time but Rosie’s been nicer,[01:35.312]I guess my attitude was just bad[01:37.651]Hey mom are you thinking about us?[01:41.697]Don’t worry, I know you needed a break,[01:43.908]Oh please just don’t forget we’re here,[01:46.304]It might be what we want some day[01:50.142]We listened to screamo on the way to the airport,[01:52.433]you said it sucks but maybe you could like it?[01:58.833]Hey mom, you could start a band,[02:01.384]or at least try karaoke?[02:21.671]Oh god wasn’t the sky so beautiful[02:26.408]I could have cried if I wasn’t so embarrassed[02:30.363]Looking at a picture,[02:32.377]we used to live somewhere that nice[02:38.500]Just throw my name away, I’m going somewhere better[02:44.512]Or at least somewhere that no one cares[02:50.908]Picture someone driving up a mountain away[02:54.809]from a place they hate[02:56.394]Or so I tell myself, you know I’m not that cool[03:08.799]Did I have dreams anyways?[03:10.635]And if not is that so bad?[03:12.915]Isn’t it enough just to want to live?[03:16.992]And I’ll forgive almost anything[03:18.968]but it doesn’t mean I’m just another hand to help out[03:21.456]But the sky is clear today[03:23.736]and I’ve got to do laundry[03:53.019]We were at the store and I could feel people judge us,[03:55.850]I was a little loud but maybe I’m just sensitive[03:59.118]But lately I’ve been going out at 6,[04:02.217]buying spinach even if I don’t eat it[04:08.730]You know it’s just a start[04:11.191]It’s all about building good habits[04:17.745]The other day when I was running around the lake,[04:20.597]I met someone and she said that she used to play drums[04:23.695]I was in your room listening to your music,[04:26.480]I guess I lied when I said I hated it[04:29.294]Sometimes I guess I want to scream too[04:35.181]And I got older but there are still things I’d like to do[04:41.967]The sun rays at 9:00 only make me feel slightly less bad[04:47.790]Quitting my job and sending you away, was it too much this time?[04:52.932]Oh god, I, I, I, I, I, I, I,[04:57.177]I just don’t know how I’m supposed to live[05:03.717]So I got older, but why am I still so stupid?[05:08.251]It’s like I can’t see my own face, when I think about it[05:14.266]I just wanted a little more time,[05:17.622]but I can’t seem to take care of myself[05:21.084]without hurting someone else[05:40.528]When you were young and we lived in California[05:43.503]Your dad would come around but I never really told you[05:46.516]That piece of shit never tried to raise you[05:49.593]but he’d come around and just tell me I was doing it all wrong[05:55.748]What did I lose this time?[05:58.278]I never see cars before I’m already hit[06:04.759]I always lived like I was running to the finish line[06:10.722]not to die but just to live differently[06:16.025]And it seems I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I,[06:20.097]I ****ed it up again,[06:23.217]and just to give myself a chance[06:25.942]So I got older, I was always waiting[06:31.293]For a chance to have a break, and figure out what I wanted[06:37.878]I don’t care how brittle my bones get[06:40.886]I’m still here, judge me if you want to,[06:44.624]I’ll keep telling myself I don’t care[06:50.356]We all get older,[06:53.497]it seems I missed 20 years as a young adult,[07:00.449]but is it too late?[07:02.434]I’m still here and I’ve got my dreams[07:05.282]buried as they are by years of part time;[07:09.654]so I can’t be famous… Who said that was the point?[07:27.330]Forget my name and forget my face,[07:32.430]I don’t wanna be remembered[07:38.184]Forget my name, and forget my face, I wanna start over[08:10.800](I want to be no one, but I don’t wanna disappear, I want to be no one at all)[08:19.020]I wanna go somewhere, I wanna go somewhere, I wanna go somewhere else.[08:49.396]Hey, I’m sorry[08:58.568]Oh god I’m sorry[09:08.238]Hey, I’m sorry!!![09:17.372]Oh god I’m sorry