[00:00.00] 作词 : Derrick Johnson[00:01.00] 作曲 : Derrick Johnson[00:46.28]Dear God, im trying hard to reach you. Dear God, i see your face in all i do. Sometimes, it’s so hard to believe in. Dear god, i think it’s time we had a conversation.[00:49.52]These lonely nights is getting to me so my mind is racing[00:51.92]I think about this life I live and all the **** I'm facing[00:54.99]More secrets in my mind then a free mason[00:57.34]I get lonely at times, and then I write these rhymes[01:00.12]I'm only human, I want to hit the club and **** a dime[01:03.02]But I know that's not the answer to my problems[01:05.04]Lord help me solve them[01:06.44]Disintegrate and dissolve them[01:07.81]Laying in bed[01:08.76]With a girl I'm pretty sure is my next[01:10.51]Contemplating the ***[01:11.64]While I think about my ex[01:13.45]Am I wrong, Dear God, am I wrong[01:18.74]Dear God tell me am I wrong[01:21.41]For living the life of a king surrounded by these pawns[01:24.22]Fans telling me I'm the greatest but I never hear them[01:27.03]Cause I ain't hit the pinnacle yeah I'm still persevering[01:29.59]Demons whispering in my ear but no I never fear them[01:32.30]People thinking they on his level they ain't even near him[01:34.97]I just want to spread positivity[01:36.83]Through lyrical ability[01:38.11]They call it selling out but I just call it versatility[01:40.87]Yeah, its my life[01:42.29]My wrongs,and My rights[01:44.08]My battle, My songs, and My fights[01:46.70]Now everybody want to come around[01:48.66]Tell me where was you last year when a brother was down[01:51.40]Not a single one of you mother ******s believed in the brand[01:53.90]Extended a hand[01:55.48]And now you want to be my man[01:56.99]I think not[01:57.93]You quick to shape shift like ink blots[01:59.85]The real dealer we cut classic no fitters[02:02.44]What about the time[02:03.34]I was nine[02:03.89]And my mama almost murdered me[02:05.81]Don't think I forgot that **** it still burdens me[02:08.69]Her bare hands tight around my throat I can't breath I screamed I can't breath mama[02:11.02]Don't you want me mama[02:14.56]Don't you love me mama[02:15.75]What the ****[02:16.61]Where was you here god tell me now[02:18.53]Hows a brother supposed to stay sane tell me how[02:21.26]Why you let me live but let another die[02:24.08]Why you dry my tears but let another cry[02:26.62]Gotta know[02:27.71]Set to detonate I gotta blow[02:29.22]That **** for show[02:30.33]I used to wonder why in the hell you would make me suffer[02:32.98]But now in the end I understand that it made me tougher[02:36.27]I get up when im down[02:36.69]Had enough almost drowned[02:37.65]When **** rough[02:38.41]I get tough[02:38.97]And when im beaten to the ground I get up[02:59.83]