[00:00.000] 作词 : Tommee Profitt/NF[00:00.240] 作曲 : Tommee Profitt/NF[00:00.480]Hope I'm on my way I'm coming[00:08.838]Don't, don't lose faith in me[00:15.521]I know you've been waiting[00:19.864]I know you've been praying for my soul[00:24.796]Hope, hope[00:29.791][00:33.386]30 years you've been draggin' your feet telling me I'm the reason we're stagnant[00:40.666]30 years you've been claiming you're honest and promising progress, well where's it at?[00:47.883]I don't want you to feel like a failure[00:51.687]I know this hurts[00:54.939]But I gave you your chance to deliver[00:58.889]Now it's my turn[01:00.699][01:01.908]Don't get me wrong[01:06.135](Nate you've had a great run)[01:09.109]But it's time to[01:13.068](Give the people something different)[01:16.755]So without further ado I'd[01:20.590]Like to introduce my[01:23.569]My album, my album, my album, my album, my album, my album[01:29.072]HOPE[01:29.843][01:31.218]What's my definition of success?[01:35.247]Listening to what your heart says[01:38.520]Standing up for what you know is[01:40.322]Right while everybody else is[01:42.109]Tucking their tail between their legs[01:43.802](Okay)[01:44.365][01:45.634]What's my definition of success?[01:49.103]Creating something no one else can[01:52.944]Being brave enough to dream big[01:54.695]Grinding when you're told to just quit[01:56.376]Giving more when you got nothin' left[01:58.232]It's a person that'll take a chance on[01:59.872]Something they were told could never happen[02:01.602]It's a person that can see the bright side[02:03.442]Through the dark times when there ain't one[02:05.307]It's when someone who ain't never had nothing[02:07.029]Ain't afraid to walk away from[02:08.755]More profit 'cause they'd rather do something that they really love and take the pay cut[02:11.648][02:12.466]It's person that would never waver[02:14.117]Or change who[02:15.044]They are just to try and gain some[02:16.821]Credibility so they can feel accepted by a stranger[02:19.729]It's a person that can take the failures in their life and turn 'em into motivation[02:23.025]It's believing in yourself when no one else does it's amazing[02:26.632]What a little bit of faith can do[02:28.359]If you don't even believe in you[02:30.378]Why would you think or expect anybody else that's around you to[02:33.823]I done did things that I regret[02:35.561]I done said things I can't take back[02:37.386]Was a lost soul at a crossroad who had no hope but I changed that[02:40.526][02:40.988]I spent years of my life holding on to things[02:42.914]I never should kept full of hatred[02:44.876]Years of my life carrying a lot of baggage[02:46.953]That I should've walked away from[02:48.558]Years of my life wishin' I was someone different[02:50.534]Lookin' for some validation[02:52.011]Years of my life trying to fill a void pretending I was they get it[02:55.042][02:55.702]Growing pain's a necessary evil[02:57.056]Difficult to go through yes but beneficial[02:58.913]Some would say having a mental breakdown is a[03:00.725]Negative thing which on one hand I agree but[03:02.700]On the other hand it was the push I needed[03:04.279]To get help and start the healing process see[03:05.999]If l'da never hit rocket bottom would I be the person that I am today I don't believe[03:09.558]So I'm a prime example of happens when you[03:11.402]Choose to not accept defeat and face your demons[03:12.954]Took me 30 years to realize that if you wanna get the opportunity[03:16.457]To be the greatest version of yourself sometimes[03:18.270]You gotta be someone you're not to hear the voice of reason[03:20.270]Having kids will make you really take a step back and look in the mirror at least for me that's what it did[03:23.813][03:24.095]I wake up every day and pick my son up[03:25.903]Hold him in my arms and let him know he's loved (loved)[03:27.707]Standing by the window questioning if dad is ever going to show up (up)[03:31.201]Isn't something he's gon' have to worry bout[03:32.724]Don't get it twisted that wasn't a shot[03:34.506]Mamma I forgive you I just don't want him to[03:36.154]Grow up thinking that he'll never be enough[03:37.503][03:38.170]30 years of running[03:38.905]30 years of searching[03:39.761]30 years of hurting[03:40.640]30 years of pain[03:41.443]30 years of fearful[03:42.376]30 years of anger[03:43.227]30 years of empty[03:44.161]30 years of shame[03:44.976]30 years of broken[03:45.917]30 years of anguish[03:46.813]30 years of hopeless[03:47.750]30 years of (hey)[03:48.624]30 years of never[03:49.542]30 years of maybe[03:50.424]30 years of later[03:51.265]30 years of fake[03:52.200]30 years of hollow[03:53.097]30 years of sorrow[03:53.928]30 years of darkness[03:54.833]30 years of (Nate)[03:55.790]30 years of baggage[03:56.693]30 years of sadness[03:57.565]30 years of stagnant[03:58.456]30 years of chains[03:59.303]30 years of anxious[04:00.241]30 years of suffering[04:01.136]30 years of torment[04:02.066]30 years of (wait)[04:02.892]30 years of bitter[04:03.896]30 years of lonely[04:04.748]30 years of pushing everyone away[04:06.113][04:06.465]You'll never evolve[04:07.461](I know I can change)[04:08.445]We are not enough[04:09.266](We are not the same)[04:10.155]You don't have the heart[04:11.115](You don't have the strength)[04:12.003]You don't have the will[04:12.821]You don't have the faith)[04:13.675]You'll never be loved[04:14.577]You'll never be safe[04:15.506]Might as well give up[04:16.321](Not running away)[04:17.295]You don't have the guts[04:18.219](You're the one afraid)[04:19.094]I'm the one in charge[04:20.024]I'm taking the (NO)[04:21.075]I'm taking the reins...