[00:00.000] 作曲 : Shannon Taylor[00:11.523]Tonight will be the night, i'm going to make this right.[00:20.924]I ran out the door so fast, they thought i wouldn't come back;[00:30.895]Back to the same three days over and over again.[00:40.759]Fraction of zero sum, ad infinitum: all the regret i keep,[00:55.176]All the mistakes i dread, exhausted from oversleep,[01:05.269]Awake but still in bed, ashamed of the things i've said,[01:14.675]Afraid of what's in my head.[01:19.714]So under this bridge i'll stay, and wait for the same three days to end.[01:34.923]I sob when i speak, they're looking at me but i can't tell what they see. My thoughts slow to a crawl, i embrace the fall, so i won't answer your calls.[02:11.222]It wasn't always this way: perpetually in the gray.[02:17.832]Solace in empty fate, the years evaporate.[02:27.629]But within the harsh spotlight,[02:32.129]I bury myself inside, 'cause every time that i think i let you go.[02:46.460]They will construct this maze of fear that i navigate.[02:55.754]I'll attempt to parse my place, you'll define everything.[03:05.127]I'll finally shut my mouth, feel both my feet touch ground, put an end to this run, just say the word and i'll jump.[03:57.372]To everyone: yeah, you were right,[04:05.757]I'll never get better and i'm sorry. Next time, i won't sob when i speak,[04:22.634]I'll be at peace because it's not "want" it's "need".[05:01.792]I need to be someone else".