[00:17.94]I can't write[00:21.48]Am I worthless[00:23.42]I think that I peaked[00:26.21]Don't deserve ***t[00:28.23]I want selfishly[00:30.85]Never earned it[00:32.69]I want to make you warm like those pills did[00:37.58]I wanna get my wrist like the winter[00:42.25]Can I be that drug in your nose hairs[00:46.99]I wanna be the deck, not the splinter[00:51.83]I wanna get my wrist like the winter[00:59.02]I feel the push of the waves[01:00.88]On my skin as I swim[01:03.06]To the beach where you live[01:08.25]The flowers have wilted[01:10.18]And I miss your lips[01:12.63]Felt love but I feel like ***t[01:17.90]And I fought for a while[01:23.48]But I never did mean what I said[01:28.22]And I can't be in denial[01:32.92]I've got to accept that you're gone[01:35.85]I'm biting my tongue[01:37.06]