[00:00.000] 作词 : Maikon Flocka Flame[00:01.000] 作曲 : Maikon Flocka Flame[00:05.352]Prod. slim x Lukecmon[00:16.843]Mixed & Mastered by Maikon Flocka Flame[00:23.563][00:28.323]接起了电话后那边是家人的声音inside my phone[00:32.524]I know I hurt love ones feelings how can I right my wrongs[00:36.164]and I don't know how to get through this darkness by my own[00:39.804]but f all the painkillers都只会带来痛[00:43.444]当没地方宣泄我选择不辩解I write my songs[00:46.804]太多的黑色早已让我厌倦 ’cause the nights too long[00:51.014]I ain’t got nobody to blame是我做的还不够[00:54.094]到底什么时候会迎来转折我永远猜不透[00:57.174][00:57.735]every time I see my mama in tears我知道我伤透了她的心[01:01.662]我等不及要做出改变要让这一切都尘埃落定[01:05.303]我周围有太多声音 宝贵的话总是特别难听[01:08.383]love ones永远是一个人软肋不管他看起来多么的硬[01:12.303]有时候假装很努力[01:13.983]对的和错的分不清[01:16.223]我知道该沉住气[01:17.625]只需要一个深呼吸[01:19.586]自我安慰像慢性毒药[01:21.272]不知不觉就放慢步调[01:23.513]在获得成绩前一切的假想和承诺都全部是徒劳[01:26.596]waiting for a turn flying like a bird[01:28.836]like a flower I'll make out the dirt[01:30.236]making it fatter and fatter my purse[01:32.482]hard feelings let it all burn[01:34.442]figure out what's worthy 家人的叮嘱都挂在我耳边[01:37.522]每当我要做出选择的时候too much voices around me disturbing[01:41.163]蜕变的过程并不痛快[01:43.124]当我大脑一片空白[01:44.804]浪潮在我心中澎湃[01:46.764]大不了推倒了一切再重来[01:48.444]biggest chances in my whole life[01:50.684]其它都全部走开[01:52.647]画出了下一笔要对得起自己不需要浓墨重彩[01:55.173][01:55.733]接起了电话后那边是家人的声音inside my phone[01:59.934]I know I hurt love ones feelings how can I right my wrongs[02:03.574]and I don't know how to get through this darkness by my own[02:06.934]but f all the painkillers都只会带来痛[02:10.854]当没地方宣泄我选择不辩解I write my songs[02:13.934]太多的黑色早已让我厌倦 ’cause the nights too long[02:18.135]I ain’t got nobody to blame是我做的还不够[02:21.215]到底什么时候会迎来转折我永远猜不透