[00:12.19]Cook it up just to numb the pain[00:14.83]Pull the belt in a search to find my last vein[00:17.60]Like a felon in for life I’m wasting away[00:20.59]It’s the only thing in life that keeps my mind sane[00:25.50]But was it worth the consequences?[00:28.36]It numbs the hurt, it numbs the pain[00:31.05]Cause in the end I lost a friend who died in vain[00:33.59]I could never get enough to heal the pain[00:36.02]It all went wrong, he was left defenseless[00:39.05]He should not have died, it should be me[00:41.95]But now I see that if I believed in something[00:48.20]We’d be alive, but now we’re nothing[00:53.57]But it made me feel[00:54.94]It set me free[00:56.26]It cloaked the pain that tortured me[00:58.89]It made me blind I couldn’t see[01:01.48]The only one to blame was me[01:04.32]It was my selfish lies that caused the end of his life[01:09.63]And now he’s gone and so are we[01:12.59]We’re all just fading memories[01:16.12]Destined to fail[01:17.28]Sink back as the drugs take way[01:20.29]Through my veins I feel my life begin to fade[01:22.82]What’s done is done and it ain’t ever gonna change[01:25.49]It’s the only thing in life that keeps me sane[01:29.02]My skin turns pale as the drugs destroy my soul within[01:34.28]It’s poison, complete, bittersweet, defeat I’ll never win[01:39.56]I’ll give in. let go of the life I wish I never began[01:44.85]This man is sick so I ask myself, well what if I believed in something[01:53.65]We’d be alive, but now we’re nothing[01:58.61]But it made me feel[02:00.28]It set me free[02:01.52]It cloaked the pain that tortured me[02:04.22]It made me blind I couldn’t see[02:06.92]The only one to blame was me[02:09.97]It was my selfish lies that caused the end of his life[02:15.06]And now he’s gone and so are we[02:17.78]We’re all just fading memories[02:21.38]Destined to fail[02:33.77]I’m falling faster Gaining speed to a fate I can’t believe[02:38.90]I’m a disaster a one way ticket to hell made just for me[02:44.25]I’m sorry mother I’m not the man that you thought that I would be[02:49.39]Now it’s all over Hell’s awaiting me