[00:00.000] 作词 : Grace Sewell/Martin Estrada/Robbie Winn/Billy Wes[00:01.000] 作曲 : Grace Sewell[00:09.337]perfection[00:11.544]the weight of the world on my shoulders[00:13.871]make me question[00:16.159]see everything that I want[00:17.887]but I lack the direction[00:20.661]feels like I’m just running out of time[00:24.052]tread water til I’m tired[00:27.473]reflection[00:29.851]scan every inch of my body[00:32.067]wish it was different[00:34.294]my face aging I hate change[00:36.375]and the character I’ve built[00:38.541]ain’t really working no more[00:41.061]feels like I’m losing control[00:44.760]cutting all my ties[00:46.895]my ego is dying[00:49.212]thought I was a soldier[00:51.442]but i’m falling behind[00:53.676]I swallow my pride[00:55.970]my tears almost dried[00:58.248]gotta be my own savior[01:00.577]I'm finding the light[01:02.868]but it feels like[01:04.060]everything that I’m not is keeping me up at night[01:08.674]all the things that I’ve got just remind me of what I’m lacking[01:13.282]I’m not leaving bed but I’ll leave everyone on read[01:17.384]this what goes on in my head[01:19.685]I don’t care if I sound ungrateful[01:26.840]ungrateful[01:31.674]perception[01:33.749]count my friends on one hand like they my prized possessions[01:38.299]I worry am I a good sister and daughter and woman[01:42.956]do they look at me and see right through[01:46.157]do I even wanna know the truth[01:48.996]cutting all my ties[01:50.928]my ego is dying[01:53.177]thought I was a soldier[01:55.228]but i’m falling behind[01:57.595]I swallow my pride[01:59.801]my tears almost dried[02:02.149]gotta be my own savior[02:04.468]I'm finding the light[02:06.661]but it feels like[02:07.982]everything that I’m not is keeping me up at night[02:12.653]all this things that I’ve got just remind me of what I’m lacking[02:17.208]I’m not leaving bed but I’ll leave everyone on read[02:21.269]this what goes on in my head[02:23.585]I don’t care if I sound ungrateful[02:30.676]ungrateful[02:35.488]everything that I’m not is keeping me up at night[02:40.139]all the things that I’ve got just remind me of what I’m lacking[02:44.608]I’m not leaving bed but I’ll leave everyone on read[02:48.750]this what goes on in my head[02:51.157]I don’t care if I sound ungrateful[02:58.255]ungrateful