[00:13.68]Every day is a struggle[00:17.88]Between what I wanna say and what I should keep to myself[00:25.60]And the words that manage to leave my lips[00:30.54]Don't hurt me, but they hurt everyone else[00:35.80]So I find myself in need of a pause[00:43.56]I'm not sure why, but I think that it's because[00:50.00]Of this desire to be what others want me to be[00:55.58]Which is nothing close to me[00:59.66]But I'll see better when the smoke clears[01:01.58]When the smoke clears inside my head[01:05.32]And I can listen when the screaming doesn't repeat everything I've said[01:11.58]And all that remains me and who I am at the end of the day[01:17.80]And this happens every day ... yeah...[01:38.88]Every day is a battle[01:42.52]Between what I wanna know and what I don't wanna figure out[01:50.40]And everything in between in these thoughts of mine that you know I can't live without[02:00.88]So I find myself in need of a pause[02:08.66]I'm not sure why, but I think that it's because[02:14.54]Of this desire to be what others want me to be[02:20.56]Which is nothing close to me[02:24.22]But I'll see better when the smoke clears[02:26.20]When the smoke clears inside my head[02:30.24]And I can listen when the screaming doesn't repeat everything I've said[02:36.46]All that remains me and who I am at the end of the day[02:42.42]And this happens every day ... yeah... oooh...[03:09.48]But I'll see better when the smoke clears[03:11.66]When the smoke clears inside my head[03:15.42]And I can listen when the screaming doesn't repeat everything I've said[03:21.28]All that remains me and who I am at the end of the day[03:27.80]And this happens every day ... this happens every day[03:33.68]And this happens every day... yeah... oooh...