[00:01.050]But there's no avoiding elements of loneliness,[00:05.480] and unfortunately, the only thing that helps you through that is calling your friends and saying,[00:08.710]"I'm hurting" and they say,[00:10.120]"Don't worry, we got your back."[00:11.790] The only thing that helps you there is knowing that there's a light at the end of the tunnel[00:16.840]And I know that I gotta die someday[00:24.250]So I'll speed it up and blow out my brains[00:32.710]And all my friends say the same ******* thing[00:39.280]You'll be fine, close your eyes, you'll be okay[00:44.670](I'm not okay, I'm not okay)[00:48.490]I'm not okay, I'm not okay[00:52.270]I'm not okay, I'm not okay (I'm not okay)[00:56.200]I'm not okay, I'm not okay[01:00.030]I'm not okay, I'm not okay (I'm not okay)[01:04.070]I'm not okay, I'm not okay[01:08.050]I'm not okay, I'm not okay (I'm not okay)[01:12.670]And I know that I gotta die someday[01:20.190]So I'll speed it up and blow out my brains[01:28.620]And all my friends say the same ******* thing[01:35.380]You'll be fine, close your eyes, you'll be okay[01:42.000]You know, it's unavoidable, but like I said,[01:45.110]the reason anybody gets through any of this is because there are people in our lives that care desperately about our well being and...[01:51.580] Umm, when you disappear they don't yell at you, they come up to you and say,[01:55.870]"Are you okay?" and that, that alone, just somebody that you know is thinking of you and concerned about you, it gives you the energy to fight on